Upon the veil u will swear

Hey there....

Today I woke up at 6.45am to go to ITE Simei for National training. That is tiring besides the fact that training din't help because I haven't been waking up so early in forever & that I had to train with GUYS. Like literally pass & receive Batons from them. Yeah... But, I shouldnt say it was horrendous. I had to give 45 STEPS to Amir, when I think the most I usually gave the girls were 30? Seriously, HAHA. I'm tired to my wits now, but its really quite ironic seeing that I have managed to type this much. From my Pecs to my Butt to my Knee to my Shin. I terribly need to go for a good good sports massage soon. Except that I'm too lazy here.

Oh you know what makes me happy today? The fact that they're showing Om Shanti Om on Central Tv today. Like woww, finally something to keep my occupied for a good 3 hours. Well of cos minus those stupid tv advertisements.... Yesterday I was watching S8 of American Idol... And they kept on showing advertisements every 15 mins. How annoying ok.

As you can tell. I'm rather bored. And oh, I haven't had my shower since I came back from training. Can you smell? I'm going to go bathe now! & Im perioding :( Boo, my stomach hurts!

Beware of the world's whispers

I have this sudden thing for headbands now. Like you know... Suddenly I feel they look nice or something? Whenever I bump into a store with Headbands now, I always have to get one. I guess I'll be putting my money in there. :/

Anyway, the CNY break has taken a toil on me. I feel that is making me more undisciplined. I get up at 1130am everday and the first thing I DONT do is BATHE. Honestly... And then, I'll be planning to not use the computer to stop myself from getting-already-addicted-to to not addicted, but it seems I switch the computer on even before Brushing my teeth!! How horrifying right? Actually this whole going against wanting to stay in school has done this to me. God bless me please.

So as expected, I did not do as I told myself to. I got up this morning, did not even touch a book... I got dressed & went out. I ate like a pig... Like totally ok. From Ice Cream, to Chicken Rice, to Kinder Bueno, to Bubble Tea... All in the short span of 2 hours maybe? God bless me please.

Race with me, beloved friend

I've thought about it..... And I've realized, there no gain in risking this thing so precious to me. I'm gonna succeed, and I'll try so very hard... It's gonna hurt, I'm sure I'll be suffering through this journey.... I'm still gonna do it.


I'll be there, on the track. Rocking again. I must have changed be'cos I lost my first love. ;)
I'll be back! I'll be running my hearts out & I hope never to stop =)

& YOU won't stop me, be'cos I'll do it for me.... I'll be doing it for me :D

Jeeta Hoon Tere Liye

You know....

I'll sit here and receive my punishment,
I'll watch how you get your happiness,
I'll wait till my sorrowful days leave,
I'll moan,
I'll cry,
But I promise you....
No one will find out why this is happening to me.

I'll talk a whole lot of nonsense...
Be'cos it doesn't even matter, does it?
Be'cos this Life, this thing I brought upon myself....
It makes no sense too.

Be the world U want to be

Watch her Hurdle! I think it's super amazing if I could just Run as fast as her... Not asking to Hurdle as well as her.

I wish I could just do something right. Why can't I

But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck.

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.
Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that.
Blair: Because I love you.

Why can't they just be together forever & ever..... :(

Burying the pastlings

Hi Diaryyyyy

I woke up this morning to attend a wedding at Wilkinson Temple. The Bride and Groom were first cousins so this was a first. The girl was reallllly gorgeous , she looked so good in Red. =) As usual I met Manisha there .. We bitched & gossiped about the latest, she updated me on so much that has been happening in Katong.

Anyway, I already watched Gossip Girl S2E15!!! FOR ONCE IM NOT LAGGING. :)

I am right now... In Piriyah's house! Waiting for her to shower.... I just had - I think - DE BEST curry crab ever made Piriyah's grandmother. (Dont underestimate old people. They're very smart). I sinned so much today, during dinner. I had DAMN good mee goreng ( ALOT ) , curry crabs, WHITE bread that means HIGH IN GI which the curry crabs with must have contained a hell lot of salt. I think i'm gonna gain back the 4 kgs I lost last week. :(

I dont want to stop typing be'cos P's laptop buttons are so nice to type on. HAHA.

Ok I'm going back to school real soon. So really sooonn.. So till then, :)

Xoxo

What do you say, Mr Pussy Cat Licker?

Hey!

1week of school has just passed... Yah I know, so frigging fast! Just like that. School is getting tougher, and oh god... I wish it didn't have to start now. :( My social life is going down the drain ( as you can see my daily entries have reduced to once a week be'cos there's really nothing to blog about when all you do is.... look at the hostel walls. )

I'm stuck in my grandparents house, I did not meet up with Sayang & Dipz... Guys im so sorry. :(

Another fact.... I have been a major procrastinator this week. I've been a lazy bum. Whatever happened to my New Year's Resolution man! My coach just told me I've changed towards training. ( In a negative way of course. ) But you see, if that was the case... I wouldn't have dragged my ass out of bed today for National Relay Training despite knowing the fact that NONE of the girls will be going and I will be a loser in front of all the Relay Men team.... And getting only 6 hours of sleep I still went. I could have just given the excuse of a bad stomach or something, you see?

Ok maybe I must change my attitude towards training. I need da fire .. I need the desire to win... I need all that back. I'm gonna be my champion =)

Gimmie that knife

Asian Juniors Meet up ( though it was a bit of a failure because not many people came ) was still fun with a small group. We went to Settlers' Cafe to play Dividend and some Hands game... Got a free drink together with it and spent 2 hours there. I swear its not loserish if you've got pretty cool Track friends around you!

I am so busy with school... Technically the Editorial Board and all.... That I'm rushing through this blog entry. I could have just not blogged right... But I had to! Asian Junior Meet up wasn't AWESOME AWESOME... But it was good enuff!

Xoxo

Cold fever

You stole my heart, now I'm paying the fine.
You cleaned me out, left me high and dry.
My love is like chocolate; it melts in your hand.
If only you'd taste it, then you'd understand.

Today I celebrated my Nanaji's birthday with the whole group of cousins and relatives. He's finally 80.
Tommorrow I'll be happy with my friends be'cos we're having a Asian Junior Reunion.
Yesterday I was very very very tired, but sleep did not help.

Now.... I'm online, & I just wanna say " Wassup ? "

Cared for a puss

Hi

I think Orientation meetings are depriving me of sleep and a lot of sleeep. I feel like a zombie now :( And I'm headed back to school now! For another 2 days.. Till then, I await school.

Good Morning everyone, I bet you're either sleeping or like me.

Xoxo

Bleed

Hi Diary,

TODAY!!!... I spent my whole day rotting at home. I mean what can be better than this right. School is starting on 12th of Jan, and as much as I say I am sooo excited, I don't feel ready to sit in the classroom for 2 hours. There is so much more for me to find out, so much more to do, so much to ask!!... But I don't know when to do what first. Better still, I don't have the F-ing guts. I'm so scared. I'm deezzz Coward.

So many events are coming up this Jan. My granddad's, cousin, and Aunt's bday.... Friends parties.. Competitions, outings... Reunions. Wow. And school is just a few days away. Wow... I should start welcoming the challenges back into my life, I've been enjoying too much!


I may not be a champion in the world's eyes... But nothing's greater than being one in yours.

Let me tell you.....

It sucks soooooooooo BAD to be in a love Triangle. Well, something like that.

Will your silence kill me?

Hi I just got my ass back from meeting my mum @ her work place and having a good long talk about everything I can think of under the sun. We walked home from her work place, which is probably a dozen dozen dozen kms away from home be'cos we walked for a good 1 and a half hours, and we still were half way through to reach home.

I'm so glad the momster's so open about certain stuff, and talking to her about boys is like talking to her about food. ( Okay, no logic... But you get the drift! ) Oh and my momster.... She's a gossiper! Hahahah! I feel I follow her in some ways, maybe in this way too :P

Anyway, I'm kinda shaggeddddd. I did not do my 40 mins jogging like coach instructed me to... Blame the cramps & the Perioddd that sucks my mood and gives me this thing called Moodswings. The Period. Blehzzz. So Red.

I'm gonna go watch 1920! The scary movie now @ homeee and eat Curry Fish the momster just made. Yummiliciousss.

Xoxo

You have big Plans ahead of you

Helloooo Diary!

It's finally 2009! It's finally my last year as a Teenager, it's gonna be my last year as a Diploma student (hopefully), my last year probably staying in the Singapore Sports School hostel.... And it's only the start of the 'last year' today!

So to everyone : This year may be your last, or your first... Whatever it is, enjoy it, Have a Blast!