Hi Diary,
I was in bus 70 on my way home today from training, and I kinda figured something. The bus driver was a female. (I'm not about to be sexist, but what I saw made me realize....) So, the first thing when we entered the bus, this Malay guy got up the bus and took his wallet out to tap his card... I think he thought he tapped his card, so after placing his wallet at the scanner, he walked off. Little did he know the sound that came after his tap was not successful. This female of a driver shouted at him when I think he was just 5 meters away from him. " Eh eh eh! Come back. Tap your card! " I can bet you a male driver would have just called him back politely, or better still, not given a hoot
On the way... Half way back, while I was still in the bus... The bus was turning to go to Seletar when there was this taxi that was waiting for a passenger. It being a 2 way road, the bus 70 could have cut into the other lane be'cos it was a deserted road with no cars passing by from the other direction. But no... She waited behind the taxi, and started horning till the taxi had no other choice but to move on. I mean, she could have just cut the other lane right?
Females sometimes... Are so bitchy. We're born to be stuck up. Haha. It's funny at times like this when you think about it... About how guys can make friends easily by just smiling at each other & start a conversation with another male just about anywhere! Where as females.... We stare at another lady's husband and think, " I wish I had her legs, or her eyes, or her hair" and just blink off... Be'cos we're all just so snobbish!
Xoxo
Monday, December 29, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Play a fool
I lost 600 ++ Calories of FATS I hope from 50 mins jogging and 15 mins walking over a period of 2 days. I feell so perfect now. Knowing the fact that I'm not isn't gonna bring meeee downn =) Oh but I forgot to mention I drank one cup of Peach Red tea with lots of pearls, ate 10 to 2 bars of mini Time-outs, Cheese Nachos, drank VERY condensed and sweet Bundung. Haha. What a good way to start celebrating New Years : With a big stomach & against one of my New Year's Resolution that stated : EAT HEALTHILY. LOSE WEIGHT. (Haha)
Christmas is finally over, thank god! I can't wait ( I keep using this 3 words : I can't Wait..... ) for school to start, for the New Year to begin, for Orientation prep.... And something along the lines of beating myself in running.
Cause you're Hot then you're cold
You're Yes then you're No
You're In then you're Out
You're Up then you're Down
You're wrong when it's right
It's Black and it's White
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
Xoxo
Christmas is finally over, thank god! I can't wait ( I keep using this 3 words : I can't Wait..... ) for school to start, for the New Year to begin, for Orientation prep.... And something along the lines of beating myself in running.
Cause you're Hot then you're cold
You're Yes then you're No
You're In then you're Out
You're Up then you're Down
You're wrong when it's right
It's Black and it's White
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
Xoxo
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Merry Hating Christmas
Dear YOU,
If your motive was to make me feel like crap a day before X'mas, let me congratulate you, be'cos YOU HAVE. If you think what you are doing is very nice, let me tell you, you are a LOSER at being a BITCH FACE!
I honestly almost forgot X'mas was all about Love and Giving with your Heart, be'cos you came with your blessings and showed me what Hate really is. If X'mas all about that?! Well... Thats what you showered me with. I thank you for all your Hate & all the poison you added together with it but why the Irony when you pass it to me with a smiley face, and the presence of love in it? Who are you fooling? I accepted your gift, but really.. That piece of Shit should have been dumped into the Bin the first time I saw it.
How honestly obvious can you get? What you did... What you made out of it... It's so crystal clear, its like you wrote it on a wall for me to see - you printed it in Black & White to tell me that nothing has ever changed, I don't deserve it.
Sorry, I threw your Gift away.... Be'cos I am more worthy than that piece of Shit. Be'cos you taught me X'mas was not only about Loving and Giving with your Heart... It's also about Hating. And you... I Hate you. I hate your actions. What a sin I have created, on such a Day - By hating you. I Hate you. I detest you.
If your motive was to make me feel like crap a day before X'mas, let me congratulate you, be'cos YOU HAVE. If you think what you are doing is very nice, let me tell you, you are a LOSER at being a BITCH FACE!
I honestly almost forgot X'mas was all about Love and Giving with your Heart, be'cos you came with your blessings and showed me what Hate really is. If X'mas all about that?! Well... Thats what you showered me with. I thank you for all your Hate & all the poison you added together with it but why the Irony when you pass it to me with a smiley face, and the presence of love in it? Who are you fooling? I accepted your gift, but really.. That piece of Shit should have been dumped into the Bin the first time I saw it.
How honestly obvious can you get? What you did... What you made out of it... It's so crystal clear, its like you wrote it on a wall for me to see - you printed it in Black & White to tell me that nothing has ever changed, I don't deserve it.
Sorry, I threw your Gift away.... Be'cos I am more worthy than that piece of Shit. Be'cos you taught me X'mas was not only about Loving and Giving with your Heart... It's also about Hating. And you... I Hate you. I hate your actions. What a sin I have created, on such a Day - By hating you. I Hate you. I detest you.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Can a mountain stop you?
Hi Diary!
I just got home from the P6 Faith Gathering & watching Twilight with the Sister. Honestly, BOTH were sooo awesome! I got to see how so many of my friends grew up, matured, become skinnier, more vulgar, prettier... Oh my the list can go on! We brought back good and bad times, more of the good... Laughed. It was sooo good! We had some buffet @ an unknown restaurant. None of us really took note of the restaurant name be'cos everyone was more interested in each other's lives.. Yeah!
After that I desperately wanted to catch Twilight be'cos people around me have commented so much on it! I wanted to know myself how good it was. BELLA AND EDWARD are actually a good couple. Now I feel Chace Crawford would not have played a better role than that Harry Potter guy ( I dont know his name, haha ) who actually did play Edward. =)
Anyway, I better get going. Before I write something real stupid here. Emotions can't run wild! Oh... And I should get down to planing my New Year's revolution soon....... Byeeee
Xoxo
I just got home from the P6 Faith Gathering & watching Twilight with the Sister. Honestly, BOTH were sooo awesome! I got to see how so many of my friends grew up, matured, become skinnier, more vulgar, prettier... Oh my the list can go on! We brought back good and bad times, more of the good... Laughed. It was sooo good! We had some buffet @ an unknown restaurant. None of us really took note of the restaurant name be'cos everyone was more interested in each other's lives.. Yeah!
After that I desperately wanted to catch Twilight be'cos people around me have commented so much on it! I wanted to know myself how good it was. BELLA AND EDWARD are actually a good couple. Now I feel Chace Crawford would not have played a better role than that Harry Potter guy ( I dont know his name, haha ) who actually did play Edward. =)
Anyway, I better get going. Before I write something real stupid here. Emotions can't run wild! Oh... And I should get down to planing my New Year's revolution soon....... Byeeee
Xoxo
How do you spell disgusted
Hi Diary!
I am back.... & Disgusted with what I just saw after coming back! Ughh.
Shall blog about my trip tmr or something! Tmr is P6 Faith Gathering too =) *I cant wait!
And... I miss you P ppppp! :( See you soon. Hope you are reading this! And oh yeah, tell me everything that happened okay! Sounds so interesting. Love you. Missed you like hell. 3 days were like 3 months. HAHA. Okay. Love youuuuuu.
Xoxo
I am back.... & Disgusted with what I just saw after coming back! Ughh.
Shall blog about my trip tmr or something! Tmr is P6 Faith Gathering too =) *I cant wait!
And... I miss you P ppppp! :( See you soon. Hope you are reading this! And oh yeah, tell me everything that happened okay! Sounds so interesting. Love you. Missed you like hell. 3 days were like 3 months. HAHA. Okay. Love youuuuuu.
Xoxo
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Missing
How can a wonderful, glorious, awesome day be spoilt when a loved one says she misses you?
ABRAHAM says:
U MISS ME RIGHTTTTTTTT
ABRAHAM says:
I KNOW!
piriyah(: says:
*Censored Part* , YES I MISS YOU!
:)
I will be away from 19th - 21st so if you miss me like dearest Piriyah, just keep coming back here... Be'cos I'll be missing you too!
Xoxo,
ABRAHAM says:
U MISS ME RIGHTTTTTTTT
ABRAHAM says:
I KNOW!
piriyah(: says:
*Censored Part* , YES I MISS YOU!
:)
I will be away from 19th - 21st so if you miss me like dearest Piriyah, just keep coming back here... Be'cos I'll be missing you too!
Xoxo,
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Frolick
Hi Diary,
Besides updating this post, I think I've written more than normal reflections of my life than any other normal day that is not a school/ schooling period. Anyway, that's not the point! Dearest Piriyah wants me to update the worrrrlldd about our Frolick outing ( Its not what you think, Its yogurt! ) Our favourite yogurt outing. How nice!
( We did not know how to get everyone into the picture without asking someone to help us take a picture of us, so Wei-Ning the Brilliant got some of her ideas working! )
Sadly, we did not snap any good shots of the delicious yogurt... Apparently because we were "tooooo INTO" the yogurt that was staring back at us, & that kept shouting back at us " Quickly eat me up". Wei-Ning loved it so much, she was so tempted to go back for another round... But did not because she thought it was retarded. So instead, we got pictures of us VERY happy after a good Frolick *Winks* while walking to the bus stop home!
Just for your info, this post was long overdue.. Maybe a day or 2 late, because I was lazy to blog.
Xoxo,
Balzie
Besides updating this post, I think I've written more than normal reflections of my life than any other normal day that is not a school/ schooling period. Anyway, that's not the point! Dearest Piriyah wants me to update the worrrrlldd about our Frolick outing ( Its not what you think, Its yogurt! ) Our favourite yogurt outing. How nice!
( We did not know how to get everyone into the picture without asking someone to help us take a picture of us, so Wei-Ning the Brilliant got some of her ideas working! )
Sadly, we did not snap any good shots of the delicious yogurt... Apparently because we were "tooooo INTO" the yogurt that was staring back at us, & that kept shouting back at us " Quickly eat me up". Wei-Ning loved it so much, she was so tempted to go back for another round... But did not because she thought it was retarded. So instead, we got pictures of us VERY happy after a good Frolick *Winks* while walking to the bus stop home!
Just for your info, this post was long overdue.. Maybe a day or 2 late, because I was lazy to blog.
Xoxo,
Balzie
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Karma
You... Are so weird. Next time, set your motives right, behave in a way you want people to understand your actions.. But pleaseeeeee don't misled anyone. I'm giving up, be'cos I've tried... Begin to try, but you shut me out. Completely, like you know I don't stand a chance. There's so much to say, so much to tell you, so much to let out, so much to solve... But now I don't see a reason to. Besides, one door closing indicates another door opening. Oh damn, the irony.
Oh ... And did anyone ever tell you Karma is a real bitch. It slaps you on your face so hard, sometimes it leaves a red mark there... Forever. I think Karma hit me. Twice. At least I thank god for giving me wonderful friends....
Oh ... And did anyone ever tell you Karma is a real bitch. It slaps you on your face so hard, sometimes it leaves a red mark there... Forever. I think Karma hit me. Twice. At least I thank god for giving me wonderful friends....
Trouble bubble
Hi Diary,
Just came back from the Airport, after sending Val P off .. She's already gone, & it feels too fast. 7 years of knowing each other, and now she's going to Germany to train. I'm having mixed feelings. Everything together. Happy that Val's finally given herself a chance to train full time & go all out to pursue her dreams. Sad that I will be missing all her lively-ness for 8 months! :( Confused, ( Well this is not related to Val leaving, but I just happened to experience this feeling just then ) because I need to do something about a certain friend. Whom was close...
Honestly, I feel... If I don't control my temper, everything is going to run away from me. My friends, my family, my coach... My everything. Just to addd, I add angry into my feelings list. How mixed can I get?
I've got training tomorrow morning. And I overslept this morning. Omg, my life is so depressing. The more things I have to do, the more fun I am presented with, the lesser friends I get. I'm so troubled. I don't know what to say. Goodnight
Signing off..
Just came back from the Airport, after sending Val P off .. She's already gone, & it feels too fast. 7 years of knowing each other, and now she's going to Germany to train. I'm having mixed feelings. Everything together. Happy that Val's finally given herself a chance to train full time & go all out to pursue her dreams. Sad that I will be missing all her lively-ness for 8 months! :( Confused, ( Well this is not related to Val leaving, but I just happened to experience this feeling just then ) because I need to do something about a certain friend. Whom was close...
Honestly, I feel... If I don't control my temper, everything is going to run away from me. My friends, my family, my coach... My everything. Just to addd, I add angry into my feelings list. How mixed can I get?
I've got training tomorrow morning. And I overslept this morning. Omg, my life is so depressing. The more things I have to do, the more fun I am presented with, the lesser friends I get. I'm so troubled. I don't know what to say. Goodnight
Signing off..
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Life
A man of words and not of deeds
Is like a garden full of weeds,
And when the weeds begin to grow
It's like a garden full of snow,
And when the snow begins to fall
It's like a bird upon the wall,
And when the bird away does fly
It's like an eagle in the sky,
And when the sky begins to roar
It's like a lion at the door,
And when your door begins to crack
It's like a stick across your back,
And when your back begins to smart
It's like a penknife in your heart,
And when your heart begins to bleed
You're dead, and dead, and dead -- indeed.
Is like a garden full of weeds,
And when the weeds begin to grow
It's like a garden full of snow,
And when the snow begins to fall
It's like a bird upon the wall,
And when the bird away does fly
It's like an eagle in the sky,
And when the sky begins to roar
It's like a lion at the door,
And when your door begins to crack
It's like a stick across your back,
And when your back begins to smart
It's like a penknife in your heart,
And when your heart begins to bleed
You're dead, and dead, and dead -- indeed.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Growing up
Dear Diary,
Today's site seeing at the Esplanade & Merlion near Cityhall was great! :) For starters, the three of us were tourists visiting Singapore! Sarah, was the girl from Taiwan, Myself from Africa, & Amalina from Thailand. We pretty much gossiped our way as well as camwhored, something quite expected from this trip considering we're tourists.
We saw this pretty Malay bride in a black and red gown & she looked soo gorgeous! I wish I had pictures of her here. (Go to facebook to view them when they are uploaded)
We bitched, we gossiped, we shared secrets, we laughed...
And of course, met some people we wished we had not... Wished we saw a certain few too, but did not. A memory to remember, a friendship to treasure, great friends never come so easy!
xoxo,
Balpreet
Ni Tere Hai Shevereh Darshan
Hi Diary
I got up this morning, thinking about blogging about the Pacific School Games, uploading beautifooooollll pictures on this blog.. But no. The stupid uploading of pictures is taking soo long that even half my laptop battery life is gone! Great. So, as promised to Ama, I shall blog!
Yesterday was Val P's farewell Party at Ann Siang Road, at the Lounge Room. It was awesomeeeeee. Pictures, like I said take forever to upload, will be up on facebook! So go there to view them. :) Videos too. Ha ha.
Anyway, today is Ama & Sarah meeting day. Have been waiting eons for this day! :D
& I realize my blog posts have been getting more & more boring! :(
Till then,
xoxo
I got up this morning, thinking about blogging about the Pacific School Games, uploading beautifooooollll pictures on this blog.. But no. The stupid uploading of pictures is taking soo long that even half my laptop battery life is gone! Great. So, as promised to Ama, I shall blog!
Yesterday was Val P's farewell Party at Ann Siang Road, at the Lounge Room. It was awesomeeeeee. Pictures, like I said take forever to upload, will be up on facebook! So go there to view them. :) Videos too. Ha ha.
Anyway, today is Ama & Sarah meeting day. Have been waiting eons for this day! :D
& I realize my blog posts have been getting more & more boring! :(
Till then,
xoxo
Monday, December 8, 2008
Because..... I am Chuck Bass
Hey Diary,
I almost forgot I had a blog here after coming back from Canberra. Had a lot of catching up to do, getting my lazy ass down to Plaza Sing to collect my replaced SIM card, & of cos face book-ing that I had missed out so much on (exaggeration) So... Therefore.
Well, anyway. Canberra was excitingly nice. With a small group of just 6 of us + 1 coach : Pretty Nasstyyy :) I'll wait till more pictures & videos are uploaded so it'll paint a more purrrfect picture. For now... I should go get ample sleep for losing one day of sleep due to partying on the last night of PSG.
Will update soon, hopefully more hopeful & exciting.
Xoxo
I almost forgot I had a blog here after coming back from Canberra. Had a lot of catching up to do, getting my lazy ass down to Plaza Sing to collect my replaced SIM card, & of cos face book-ing that I had missed out so much on (exaggeration) So... Therefore.
Well, anyway. Canberra was excitingly nice. With a small group of just 6 of us + 1 coach : Pretty Nasstyyy :) I'll wait till more pictures & videos are uploaded so it'll paint a more purrrfect picture. For now... I should go get ample sleep for losing one day of sleep due to partying on the last night of PSG.
Will update soon, hopefully more hopeful & exciting.
Xoxo
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wish with me for the dreams we planned ahead
The Pacific School Games Start List is out! Coach called to tell me there are only 12 participants in the 100m U18-19. Joker!
Event 466 Girls 100 metres 18/19 years Prelims
Saturday 6/12/2008 - 9:10 AM
Comp# Name Year Team
1 17 Melissa Breen 90 Act
2 377 Caryn Brett 90 Nsw
3 711 Jessica 90 Nsw
4 866 Sarah Thomson 90 Nsw
5 899 Kimberly Watton 90 Nsw
6 1164 Bethany Struthers 90 Nzl
7 1475 Kelly Lawson 90 Qld
8 1873 Sarah Thomas 90 SA
9 1908 Balpreet Kaur Purba 90 Sin
10 1938 Kiara Chambers 90 Tas
11 1939 Hannah Chapman 90 Tas
12 2015 Caitlin Richardson 90 Tas
Okay, this is getting a bit more exciting. :)
Event 466 Girls 100 metres 18/19 years Prelims
Saturday 6/12/2008 - 9:10 AM
Comp# Name Year Team
1 17 Melissa Breen 90 Act
2 377 Caryn Brett 90 Nsw
3 711 Jessica 90 Nsw
4 866 Sarah Thomson 90 Nsw
5 899 Kimberly Watton 90 Nsw
6 1164 Bethany Struthers 90 Nzl
7 1475 Kelly Lawson 90 Qld
8 1873 Sarah Thomas 90 SA
9 1908 Balpreet Kaur Purba 90 Sin
10 1938 Kiara Chambers 90 Tas
11 1939 Hannah Chapman 90 Tas
12 2015 Caitlin Richardson 90 Tas
Okay, this is getting a bit more exciting. :)
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
What makes you stronger
AN ATHLETE ......
... Sacrifices friends for training...
... Soaks in sweat after a hard day's work out...
... Aches from all the pain from ONE day's exercises...
... Goes through a lot of mental psychology...
... Has to fight all odds to be the best...
... Is deprived of too much social life activities...
... Becomes fitter & stronger...
... Is the only occupant with a laborious job...
... Experiences great moments no other can...
That's what makes us so special, be'cos no other can do it.
Anyway, my hair's so long alr, I can't decide if I should keep it or not.
... Sacrifices friends for training...
... Soaks in sweat after a hard day's work out...
... Aches from all the pain from ONE day's exercises...
... Goes through a lot of mental psychology...
... Has to fight all odds to be the best...
... Is deprived of too much social life activities...
... Becomes fitter & stronger...
... Is the only occupant with a laborious job...
... Experiences great moments no other can...
That's what makes us so special, be'cos no other can do it.
Anyway, my hair's so long alr, I can't decide if I should keep it or not.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Oh Piriyah piriyah Oh Piriyah.....
Hi Diary,
Today was so super tiring, thanks to T Piriyah who made me walk here & there to find for towels, Bras, water bottle & what not. So anyway that's not the point. I still had fun with her. She makes me feel young all over again ( Not as if I am very old ) , and I love it! But I still want to grow older faster... I want to know what I will be doing in life, how much I will be earning ;P & of cos, if I do end up with a life partner.
So after my favourite Ban Mian at Banquet, Piriyah got me in the mood of shopping, thus I got a PROPER water bottle, finally, again... Sadly there weren't any nice Adidas or Puma ones.
Piriyah got so irritated with me, cos I did not want a Nike water bottle. I had no choice in the end! This was the best....
I was bored, while Piriyah was talking to NUMBER 5 online, I decided to take pictures of them =) & of Dearest Piriyah when she was young! Wasn't she a dolllll ;)
Awwwww! Cute cute
Not to forget the TOWEL we bought together, because Piriyah insisted on one. HAHA, she loves me thus wants something that only the 2 of us have. I really loved this towel, but Piriyah kept saying it looked like a carpet. -.- at you Piriyahhh. Anyway, the colours are so bright, so young, so loving. Haha =)
Went over to her place, & saw this soo beautiful portrait of this lady! So nice ;) & traditional, yo. Sadly, I did not get to take a picture with her Dog be'cos she was TOO friendly. She licked me sticky. Imagine!
Signing offfff....
Today was so super tiring, thanks to T Piriyah who made me walk here & there to find for towels, Bras, water bottle & what not. So anyway that's not the point. I still had fun with her. She makes me feel young all over again ( Not as if I am very old ) , and I love it! But I still want to grow older faster... I want to know what I will be doing in life, how much I will be earning ;P & of cos, if I do end up with a life partner.
So after my favourite Ban Mian at Banquet, Piriyah got me in the mood of shopping, thus I got a PROPER water bottle, finally, again... Sadly there weren't any nice Adidas or Puma ones.
Piriyah got so irritated with me, cos I did not want a Nike water bottle. I had no choice in the end! This was the best....
I was bored, while Piriyah was talking to NUMBER 5 online, I decided to take pictures of them =) & of Dearest Piriyah when she was young! Wasn't she a dolllll ;)
Awwwww! Cute cute
Not to forget the TOWEL we bought together, because Piriyah insisted on one. HAHA, she loves me thus wants something that only the 2 of us have. I really loved this towel, but Piriyah kept saying it looked like a carpet. -.- at you Piriyahhh. Anyway, the colours are so bright, so young, so loving. Haha =)
Went over to her place, & saw this soo beautiful portrait of this lady! So nice ;) & traditional, yo. Sadly, I did not get to take a picture with her Dog be'cos she was TOO friendly. She licked me sticky. Imagine!
Signing offfff....
You are the past, I am the present, I look into the future
Hi Diary,
Great-o. So I didn't manage it well, I started it good, I ended it the best I could. Bye bye useless-ness & un-civilization & welcome new-ness.
This whole Pacific School Games is in less than a week's time from now. I really don't know what I am doing, where I am heading. I just know I still gotta study, & I've always wanted to ask where does this "career" in sports lead me to. Can anyone answer my query? Where is my support? How often does success come to me anyway?
I feel I am always left alone to answer these questions myself.. To try & make myself feel better, I am positive to myself. But I don't think that's enough.... I am falling back, I need help. I want to give up & I could easily do so, but what's stopping me? I don't know. Why can't I just enjoy life without this pressure, without this tension, without everyone telling me to be a championn. What if I just can't be one, what if I don't see myself being one? Will everyone then just stop bugging me?
I want to live a normal life. Why can't I just?
Life bugs, it forever will.
Signing off...
Great-o. So I didn't manage it well, I started it good, I ended it the best I could. Bye bye useless-ness & un-civilization & welcome new-ness.
This whole Pacific School Games is in less than a week's time from now. I really don't know what I am doing, where I am heading. I just know I still gotta study, & I've always wanted to ask where does this "career" in sports lead me to. Can anyone answer my query? Where is my support? How often does success come to me anyway?
I feel I am always left alone to answer these questions myself.. To try & make myself feel better, I am positive to myself. But I don't think that's enough.... I am falling back, I need help. I want to give up & I could easily do so, but what's stopping me? I don't know. Why can't I just enjoy life without this pressure, without this tension, without everyone telling me to be a championn. What if I just can't be one, what if I don't see myself being one? Will everyone then just stop bugging me?
I want to live a normal life. Why can't I just?
Life bugs, it forever will.
Signing off...
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I still don't understand why you still come into my dreams
We've drifted apart, 5 years & counting...
It's so weird, I keep wishing you'll talk to me again one day.
I'm still waiting I guess. Why do I even bother?
Is this really the attraction you draw up...
I want to hate you, but it's so difficult to, even after knowing how much you do.
Don't you just remember the times.....
I pray these dreams become reality one day. God please
We've drifted apart, 5 years & counting...
It's so weird, I keep wishing you'll talk to me again one day.
I'm still waiting I guess. Why do I even bother?
Is this really the attraction you draw up...
I want to hate you, but it's so difficult to, even after knowing how much you do.
Don't you just remember the times.....
I pray these dreams become reality one day. God please
Friday, November 21, 2008
What's that right there
Hi Diary,
Today I went to watch HSM 3 with Piriyah. Ha ha, yes I know I'm such a lag-tardy, I haven't gone to watch that movie yet. So anyway, the usual Troy & Gabrellia so hot, blah blah blah. Cute couple. I enjoyed the songs very much, but dearest Piriyah kept complaining about the number of songs there were in the Musical. Ha ha, & her *sighs* every time a new song plays.
Anyway, tmr I'm going for waxing *wink wink* Ha ha. & then to Wild Wild Wet with fellow teammates. =) Exciteddd much!
Got to go now, dinner timeeee
Signing offff.....
Today I went to watch HSM 3 with Piriyah. Ha ha, yes I know I'm such a lag-tardy, I haven't gone to watch that movie yet. So anyway, the usual Troy & Gabrellia so hot, blah blah blah. Cute couple. I enjoyed the songs very much, but dearest Piriyah kept complaining about the number of songs there were in the Musical. Ha ha, & her *sighs* every time a new song plays.
Anyway, tmr I'm going for waxing *wink wink* Ha ha. & then to Wild Wild Wet with fellow teammates. =) Exciteddd much!
Got to go now, dinner timeeee
Signing offff.....
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I will try to be more civilized
Dear Diary,
This should be a better, & more civilized post from yesterday's release of results. ( Ha ) Fine, so I expected to get at least 2 Cs for my papers. When Jon told me results were out, the momster and myself were watching some video online .. I quickly switched it off & soon realized my shirt was getting wet with perspiration! ( My instincts told me I was scared! ) HAHA. Somehow, maybe be'cos I'm soo dumb, I couldn't seem to log into the stupid portal to view my results. This was scaring me even more! I mean who can wait for the results, knowing they're already out right?
Anyway, after getting my results, I realized what surprised me most was my Management results. I was praying hard for a B- & that also I thought would be impossible to attain! I'm reallyy soooo happy, I didn't just get a B but a B PLUSSS! :) Now I am able to fully concentrate on PSG which is a week's time without any worry at the back of my mind about re-sitting for any paper. Phew! Relief!
PSG = checking out hot guys, & challengingly a new PB for myself. ( I shan't say coach made me )
A random fact : I love listening to old hindi songs. They are so awesomeeeee & have so much more meaning :) Currently listening to Taj Mahal songs! So relaxing.com! Anyway I better go back to watching One Tree Hill series. I haven't visited them since 5 days I think.
Training laterzzzzz. ENTHUzzzz.com ..... Blehzz.
Signing off....
This should be a better, & more civilized post from yesterday's release of results. ( Ha ) Fine, so I expected to get at least 2 Cs for my papers. When Jon told me results were out, the momster and myself were watching some video online .. I quickly switched it off & soon realized my shirt was getting wet with perspiration! ( My instincts told me I was scared! ) HAHA. Somehow, maybe be'cos I'm soo dumb, I couldn't seem to log into the stupid portal to view my results. This was scaring me even more! I mean who can wait for the results, knowing they're already out right?
Anyway, after getting my results, I realized what surprised me most was my Management results. I was praying hard for a B- & that also I thought would be impossible to attain! I'm reallyy soooo happy, I didn't just get a B but a B PLUSSS! :) Now I am able to fully concentrate on PSG which is a week's time without any worry at the back of my mind about re-sitting for any paper. Phew! Relief!
PSG = checking out hot guys, & challengingly a new PB for myself. ( I shan't say coach made me )
A random fact : I love listening to old hindi songs. They are so awesomeeeee & have so much more meaning :) Currently listening to Taj Mahal songs! So relaxing.com! Anyway I better go back to watching One Tree Hill series. I haven't visited them since 5 days I think.
Training laterzzzzz. ENTHUzzzz.com ..... Blehzz.
Signing off....
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
SEM 2!
I DID BETTER THAN EXPECTED FOR EXAMSSSSSSSS!!!! WOOOHOOOOPIEEEEEEEEE :)
Motivation = B-
Management = B something?
Applied Anatomy = A- (WOWWWW)
Nutrition = B something?
I LOVE MY LECTURERSSSSS! Thanks for passing meeeeee. SO FAR NO C's. Thank god. Thank GOD.
OMG. I CAN GO ON. OMG. (So bimbotic man!)
Motivation = B-
Management = B something?
Applied Anatomy = A- (WOWWWW)
Nutrition = B something?
I LOVE MY LECTURERSSSSS! Thanks for passing meeeeee. SO FAR NO C's. Thank god. Thank GOD.
OMG. I CAN GO ON. OMG. (So bimbotic man!)
Dekhne Mein Bhoola Hai, Dil Kaa Salona
My current favourite song ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEOFCB74yuE&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEOFCB74yuE&NR=1
Monday, November 17, 2008
WHAT WHY HOW
Diary,
Training tomorrow @ 9am alll the way @ woodlands. God bless me. I have not gotten out of bed before 11 am for the past week.
I'm gonna make it. I'm challenging myself. I must sleep now.
Goodnight
Signing offf....
I wonder if you even realize, you are a part
Training tomorrow @ 9am alll the way @ woodlands. God bless me. I have not gotten out of bed before 11 am for the past week.
I'm gonna make it. I'm challenging myself. I must sleep now.
Goodnight
Signing offf....
I wonder if you even realize, you are a part
Bird with angel like wings
Without a word, You steal my heart.
I'll find happiness by your side. I can't stay apart.
My life tastes sweet now, since you walked through that door.
When you warp your arms around me, I know I've found my shore.
Sweep through the streets of my mind like a gentle spring
Walk through the corridors of my heart, fill the caravans of my dreams.
I sway to the song of your soul
You will be my love bird.
I'll find happiness by your side. I can't stay apart.
My life tastes sweet now, since you walked through that door.
When you warp your arms around me, I know I've found my shore.
Sweep through the streets of my mind like a gentle spring
Walk through the corridors of my heart, fill the caravans of my dreams.
I sway to the song of your soul
You will be my love bird.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Chaaha Hai Tujko
Hey Diary!
My day started off with me waking up at 12.25pm thanks to the momsy shouting " Do you know what the time is already!? " Haha. Anyway, went for facial with the monsy after "lunch" be'cos I was soo bored @ home! Needed something to do & to be outta the home.
Came home & realised my room was in a total MESS! ( Yeah, I just realised.... :/ ) So, I decided to be a brave girl & clean up the WHOLE room by myself! You can bet it was tiring... It really was. But now I feel so accomplished, knowing everything's so spick & span! No more dust, no more messiness. Ha, my room looks like an exhibition area, and the momsy said it doesn't " look practical " Haha, whatever I still love it. I'm starting to love my room all over again.. Heh heh heh :)
(My study table)
(Part of my colourful bed sheet!)
(My Dressing table)
I'm so tired, my back is aching & my hands feel "fresh" from all the wiping of the cupboards & tables. I'm going to sleep now, and wake up early to clean my wardrobe full of clothes that half of the time I don't wear!
I'm so glad nothing comes for free, be'cos tomorrow afternoon the sister, momsy & me will be going to Malaysia to pamper our hairs & do some shopping. Can't wait!!
Till then,
Balzieeeeee signing off!
My day started off with me waking up at 12.25pm thanks to the momsy shouting " Do you know what the time is already!? " Haha. Anyway, went for facial with the monsy after "lunch" be'cos I was soo bored @ home! Needed something to do & to be outta the home.
Came home & realised my room was in a total MESS! ( Yeah, I just realised.... :/ ) So, I decided to be a brave girl & clean up the WHOLE room by myself! You can bet it was tiring... It really was. But now I feel so accomplished, knowing everything's so spick & span! No more dust, no more messiness. Ha, my room looks like an exhibition area, and the momsy said it doesn't " look practical " Haha, whatever I still love it. I'm starting to love my room all over again.. Heh heh heh :)
(My study table)
(Part of my colourful bed sheet!)
(My Dressing table)
I'm so tired, my back is aching & my hands feel "fresh" from all the wiping of the cupboards & tables. I'm going to sleep now, and wake up early to clean my wardrobe full of clothes that half of the time I don't wear!
I'm so glad nothing comes for free, be'cos tomorrow afternoon the sister, momsy & me will be going to Malaysia to pamper our hairs & do some shopping. Can't wait!!
Till then,
Balzieeeeee signing off!
Friday, November 14, 2008
This Friday
Hi Diary!
Today in the morning I met Aqilah & Dipna for the planning for the Yr 1 next year's orientation, & Im so exciteddddddd :D So so excited! I just hope the Yr 1's all have fun tooo, after all, we're putting our heart & soul into making this a success & an interested one at that! :) I can't wait to get started on preparations and all those props stuff! I think I can't wait for alot of things to happen this year, before it ends! And it gets even more exciting knowing they are soooo within my reach :) :) Anyway, we had super yummy chicken leg with DAMN good sauce @ the cafe in the AMK library! Soo good food, yum yum. ( I could feel my stomach expanding, my saliva dropping.... Good food! )
For training today I was being the laziest bum I think. I refused to stretch & do drills, so I sat at one corner while the rest of them did theirs. Watched how everyone actually have their strengths & weaknesses in different drills ( DUH! ) & kept telling myself how lazy I was. Even after feeeling so guilty, it did not stop me from sitting on the COLD steps, watching the rest. :P Surprisingly though, I did a Personal Best for both my 120 metres today, so wow. Instead of being happy for me, coach started scolding me ( of cos with that Russian accent ) saying " You have a chicken heart! " WOW. OUCH! Well, he meant, I always chicken out during competitions & he can't understand why I do so well during training, but not in competitions ( ;) ) HAHA. So .... Being me, I got angry, thus ran even faster for my second 120 metres.
Anyway, I cabbed back home with Dessie & Daniella, and Im all alone @ home now. & hungry too! THAT REMINDS ME! I still haven't eaten my Kinder Bueno! Haha! CHAOOOZ :D
Signing offff.....
Today in the morning I met Aqilah & Dipna for the planning for the Yr 1 next year's orientation, & Im so exciteddddddd :D So so excited! I just hope the Yr 1's all have fun tooo, after all, we're putting our heart & soul into making this a success & an interested one at that! :) I can't wait to get started on preparations and all those props stuff! I think I can't wait for alot of things to happen this year, before it ends! And it gets even more exciting knowing they are soooo within my reach :) :) Anyway, we had super yummy chicken leg with DAMN good sauce @ the cafe in the AMK library! Soo good food, yum yum. ( I could feel my stomach expanding, my saliva dropping.... Good food! )
For training today I was being the laziest bum I think. I refused to stretch & do drills, so I sat at one corner while the rest of them did theirs. Watched how everyone actually have their strengths & weaknesses in different drills ( DUH! ) & kept telling myself how lazy I was. Even after feeeling so guilty, it did not stop me from sitting on the COLD steps, watching the rest. :P Surprisingly though, I did a Personal Best for both my 120 metres today, so wow. Instead of being happy for me, coach started scolding me ( of cos with that Russian accent ) saying " You have a chicken heart! " WOW. OUCH! Well, he meant, I always chicken out during competitions & he can't understand why I do so well during training, but not in competitions ( ;) ) HAHA. So .... Being me, I got angry, thus ran even faster for my second 120 metres.
Anyway, I cabbed back home with Dessie & Daniella, and Im all alone @ home now. & hungry too! THAT REMINDS ME! I still haven't eaten my Kinder Bueno! Haha! CHAOOOZ :D
Signing offff.....
Thursday, November 13, 2008
How can a useless post harm ya?
Right, Hi Diary
I haven't really got the time to update about the outing with Manishazzzzz, but it was fun! I also found out her dirty lil secret, something for which I CAN KILL HER FOR! HAHA. But, omg! I'm still so innocent man. :P Anyway, we gotta go food hopping AFTER my Games in Dec! Omg, I can't wait to eatttttt & holiday! :D
Today, I woke up late to catch up on my sleep a lil bit.. Thus it ended pretty fast for me. The school had their Grad Night today too, & I couldn't be bothered to go. I mean, ... Why should I? ( Shit, I sound so arrogant, but Im not! I HATE THE BULL! ) & the way they treat us students.
And of cos, we did blocks today. Ha, I felt sooooooo "good" :) -ugh.
Signing off....
I haven't really got the time to update about the outing with Manishazzzzz, but it was fun! I also found out her dirty lil secret, something for which I CAN KILL HER FOR! HAHA. But, omg! I'm still so innocent man. :P Anyway, we gotta go food hopping AFTER my Games in Dec! Omg, I can't wait to eatttttt & holiday! :D
Today, I woke up late to catch up on my sleep a lil bit.. Thus it ended pretty fast for me. The school had their Grad Night today too, & I couldn't be bothered to go. I mean, ... Why should I? ( Shit, I sound so arrogant, but Im not! I HATE THE BULL! ) & the way they treat us students.
And of cos, we did blocks today. Ha, I felt sooooooo "good" :) -ugh.
Signing off....
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
SUCK
Hi Diary..
I think Im falling sick. This weather's just making me feel so confused. Well maybe also be'cos I stayed up 3 + am last night & woke up at 8 today to watch One Tree Hill. Yeah, yeah the OTH Fever kicking in.
Anyway, training has be horrible these past few days. I'm looking forward to PSG though, I really am. I just don't know about my competition. I saw my videos of my block starts that were taken by Mr Tai & I have 2 words : I SUCK.
This life is taking a toil on me
I don't know which direction I am supposed to be heading
Signing off....
I think Im falling sick. This weather's just making me feel so confused. Well maybe also be'cos I stayed up 3 + am last night & woke up at 8 today to watch One Tree Hill. Yeah, yeah the OTH Fever kicking in.
Anyway, training has be horrible these past few days. I'm looking forward to PSG though, I really am. I just don't know about my competition. I saw my videos of my block starts that were taken by Mr Tai & I have 2 words : I SUCK.
This life is taking a toil on me
I don't know which direction I am supposed to be heading
Signing off....
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
How do you spell weird
Dear Diary,
Today was a weird sort of a day... I don't know how I managed to get through 3/4 of it, but I know I did. Like for example, I badly did not to do sprints today, but I purposely brought my spikes from home so I could use it today. Weird? I've been getting this super weird feeling about track, and running and just my sporting "career" to be exact. All these years I kept telling myself Im getting better each year, my timings have cut each year too. But judging from my arm actions, my stride lengths, my horrendous block starts, my big fat stomach.... I have only one thing to conclude : I was never talented, I just had more speed. Not technique, not mental.
Anyway, since this post is already so full of shit, and I feel so weird right now, I shall go resume watching One Tree Hill, something less weird.
Btw, I had a really beautiful dream last night. How I wish that dream did come true, & all these silent treatments will be vanished! I want to go back to when we used to talk about your sport, my sport, and all those stupid silly things we did.
Signing offf.....
Today was a weird sort of a day... I don't know how I managed to get through 3/4 of it, but I know I did. Like for example, I badly did not to do sprints today, but I purposely brought my spikes from home so I could use it today. Weird? I've been getting this super weird feeling about track, and running and just my sporting "career" to be exact. All these years I kept telling myself Im getting better each year, my timings have cut each year too. But judging from my arm actions, my stride lengths, my horrendous block starts, my big fat stomach.... I have only one thing to conclude : I was never talented, I just had more speed. Not technique, not mental.
Anyway, since this post is already so full of shit, and I feel so weird right now, I shall go resume watching One Tree Hill, something less weird.
Btw, I had a really beautiful dream last night. How I wish that dream did come true, & all these silent treatments will be vanished! I want to go back to when we used to talk about your sport, my sport, and all those stupid silly things we did.
Signing offf.....
Sunday, November 9, 2008
What a day!
Diary,
I went to the temple today!! After eons man. =) I felt so good. Eating Parsard & the Langar food :) Of course not to forget, on my way to temple, my slipper broke be'cos the momsy tried walking faster, thus the slipper could not handle much anymore and broke. So I ditched my broke slipper & walked up the bus to temple slipper-less. ( It really wasn't that embarrassing, especially after the momsy told me that " this is the way people should go to temple" Haha. :) I felt pretty holy for that moment!
Momsy started counting the number of black moles I have on my face, I think it was 13 or 14. Wow! Cool ain't it :P
After temple, the momsy & me went to collect our photos from the photoshoot! I'm so sad I din't look good in the pictures we took as a fam :( But, nevertheless, its pretty cool :) We all look so happy togetherrrrr! :D
Came home after that, & rested a bit before the momsy & sister decided to go to JB to go get sis's prom dress. How im-prompt! Anyway, she finally got her desired outfit, and I think she looks pretty good in that. ( That's even without makeup, doing her hair, accessories etc etc.. ) Her heels were super cool though! I envy her for thattt. Sadly, she's 2 damn feet sizes bigger than me, so no chance of me stealing them from her!
She refused to let me take her face, so here's what I've got. =)
I'm so shagged! I think I'm gonna knock off soon. Goodnight world, my fellow friends, beloved angels, & darling one. =)
I went to the temple today!! After eons man. =) I felt so good. Eating Parsard & the Langar food :) Of course not to forget, on my way to temple, my slipper broke be'cos the momsy tried walking faster, thus the slipper could not handle much anymore and broke. So I ditched my broke slipper & walked up the bus to temple slipper-less. ( It really wasn't that embarrassing, especially after the momsy told me that " this is the way people should go to temple" Haha. :) I felt pretty holy for that moment!
Momsy started counting the number of black moles I have on my face, I think it was 13 or 14. Wow! Cool ain't it :P
After temple, the momsy & me went to collect our photos from the photoshoot! I'm so sad I din't look good in the pictures we took as a fam :( But, nevertheless, its pretty cool :) We all look so happy togetherrrrr! :D
Came home after that, & rested a bit before the momsy & sister decided to go to JB to go get sis's prom dress. How im-prompt! Anyway, she finally got her desired outfit, and I think she looks pretty good in that. ( That's even without makeup, doing her hair, accessories etc etc.. ) Her heels were super cool though! I envy her for thattt. Sadly, she's 2 damn feet sizes bigger than me, so no chance of me stealing them from her!
She refused to let me take her face, so here's what I've got. =)
I'm so shagged! I think I'm gonna knock off soon. Goodnight world, my fellow friends, beloved angels, & darling one. =)
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Oh god tusi great ho
Diary...
Pictures from Class Day!
Zeteng & Moii
Us during Volleyball, :)
Most of the YR 2s, including Ms Tng & 2 Iran men.
Us, again!
Aqilah, the spicy Bee Hoon girl :) & Maybe my twin :P
Me, My fellow friend who loves Beckham too, Jaz & Daph!
Zeteng, me, Jq, Ting2,Bern,Sam & Linglin
TODAY:
Went to watch Fashion today! Priyanka Chopra was hot ballz. I mean, I would kill to have a body like that. LOL. Anyway, the show was so draggy, and it went on & on about the life of a model. ( Like hello, I don't care... ) I think it was a crap movie. I'd prefer emotional types, the ones where you can cry, and laugh and feel in love for the couple acting... Hoho!
Anyway, she looks so good here!
I better go! Bye!
Signing offf.........
Pictures from Class Day!
Zeteng & Moii
Us during Volleyball, :)
Most of the YR 2s, including Ms Tng & 2 Iran men.
Us, again!
Aqilah, the spicy Bee Hoon girl :) & Maybe my twin :P
Me, My fellow friend who loves Beckham too, Jaz & Daph!
Zeteng, me, Jq, Ting2,Bern,Sam & Linglin
TODAY:
Went to watch Fashion today! Priyanka Chopra was hot ballz. I mean, I would kill to have a body like that. LOL. Anyway, the show was so draggy, and it went on & on about the life of a model. ( Like hello, I don't care... ) I think it was a crap movie. I'd prefer emotional types, the ones where you can cry, and laugh and feel in love for the couple acting... Hoho!
Anyway, she looks so good here!
I better go! Bye!
Signing offf.........
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