Trouble bubble

Hi Diary,

Just came back from the Airport, after sending Val P off .. She's already gone, & it feels too fast. 7 years of knowing each other, and now she's going to Germany to train. I'm having mixed feelings. Everything together. Happy that Val's finally given herself a chance to train full time & go all out to pursue her dreams. Sad that I will be missing all her lively-ness for 8 months! :( Confused, ( Well this is not related to Val leaving, but I just happened to experience this feeling just then ) because I need to do something about a certain friend. Whom was close...

Honestly, I feel... If I don't control my temper, everything is going to run away from me. My friends, my family, my coach... My everything. Just to addd, I add angry into my feelings list. How mixed can I get?

I've got training tomorrow morning. And I overslept this morning. Omg, my life is so depressing. The more things I have to do, the more fun I am presented with, the lesser friends I get. I'm so troubled. I don't know what to say. Goodnight

Signing off..