Weighs a feather

Trainings twice a day after a very long time is not a good feeling at all, especially when you have a butt that is vvvvv painful from all the jumps and power weights training..... And knowing you have an exam in less than a week's time. But everything seems to feel good when I think about the end result, so I AM NOT COMPLAINING PEOPLE.

I'm sorry to all my dearest dearest people who I have been keeping away from becos of the Sem exams! One more week! MANISHA, you better be reading this, especially you. I miss you vvvvvvvvv MUCH, and you have one ton to tell me. Love u miss u

I better go get studying for the day, I havent even touched my book today. Just look at me pls. Oh I had damn good Red Ruby Dessert today for lunch with Dipna :)

The Syndrome is taking over

I came back from Negri Sembilan just a few hours ago.... To an empty house, walked into my room to realise I am not going to have curtains for the night. I think they went for a wash. Then I began to feel the Miss the Trip & Water Gun fun Syndrome the moment I stepped into my room and put my bag down. The trip to Malaysia was a mere 4 days, you could say less, maybe 2 whole days and 2 half days felt rather long, but truly enjoyable when it came to the company I hung out with.

I have my exams just 1 week away. Literally. And I have yet to complete studying... Let alone be half way through. I am suddenly The laziest, and I am going to blame it on the Syndrome even though I am 100% confident it is not going to do me any good.

Goodnight folks

Why is it 11 + pm but I am here, wishing you won't be sad. Pls don't be sad. Show some sign you are there, fine.

Save your ass from your nasty words

Hi! Today I am quite vvvv happy. Anyway, I am leaving for Malaysia tommorrow but I haven't started packing yet!

Today I witnessed the National School. Sadly I did not run, and I kinda miss it so bad. I miss relays especially! It's so care free and relax, while we see everyone around us bitting their nails of,....Hahahah Anyway this is not about us! TODAY was our Juniors time to perform and I must give credit to most of them, they were really superb! Saw some misfortunes though.... And I wish you'll really not be sad. I felt like comforting you, but how could I? I hope you're feeling betterrrrr * Cheeky smile :P *

Anddddd. Tmr im going Malaysiaa. So so vvvv happy happy that SAYANG is coming! Ok but sad because I am going to miss people like, my .... friends. Yeah and some certain people too. Oh well. PPPPPPPP lucky you're coming too. :)

Just came back from dinner with Jagu and her BF and I had nice nice Chicken Rice

Bye I hope this post doesn't bore you

OH BTW, T. Piriyah totally rocked the 4x4 relays today. Totally.

Running fever

I think being Sick makes me depressed. The fact that I have to stay at home the whole day and just stare the ceiling walls while lying on my bed sucks big time. Especially when my nose runs and I need some more water but I don't have the bloody energy to get up to go to the kitchen for something refreshing to sooth my throat and throbbing head. Panadols and Lemsip have been my dearest friends for the past 2 days, and like me, they really want me to run on Saturday...

Yesterday I went to the doctor and he told me I have a temperature of 38.4 degrees!!!! :( Explains it. And he said I had some Viral Infection and if I continue training in this condition it can affect my heart. Omg please pray for me. I better get some rest now. Though I feel much much better now because I just took 2 panadols..... I need ample rest.

Goodnight folks.

YOU ARE THE BIGGEST SUCKER ALIVE. I HOPE U EAT SHIT AND DIE FAST.

Emotions

One day you are going to realize, realize that everything I do has a reason for you. You think I scold you for the sake of it... I get tired and fuck the minds of those who are not my own. But you bloody hell are. If you think I ever did this for my personal gains, think again.

I come back home from school very hopeful each week, I miss my family so much. But what do i get in return? Your bloody moodswings because of some other unhappy stuff you face. I tolerate most of them because I dont see a need to fight over small things. But why? Why do I have to face that torture?? You are the one I trust the most with all my secrets, and each time I talk to you about them, you dont even seem to bother one bit. You know why? For you.... Your friends mean the world... But for me, you mean more than that. I wish you fucking realized that.

You think I like hearing from people bad things they say about you? I FUCKING HATE IT. And I fucking feel it for you. I tell you to stay away from certain people. Is it for my benefits? And when I tell you something, sometimes I feel you just take it too lightly. You don't even realize the consequences.. I know people need to make mistakes to pick themselves up. But don't you realize too that you are of a mature age to know that some things are really wrong and you obviously know the consequence before performing the act?

I have so much more to say... But to wrap things up, thank you for calling me a bitch. I don't need anymore reason to know I was wasting my time all these years. To actually know I tell people how much I fucking Love you. Thanks for showing yours to me too.

"Those who are realistic and practical are less realistic and practical in the long run than those who dream big dreams and passionately pursue them."

Lion on the roads to the beautiful heart

I am aching so terribly from the "squats with my own body" that I did yesterday. 5 TIMES. :/ And to add on to that, I had realll DEEP tissue massage after a VERY long time. So imagine people.... I really wonder how I am going to do training later, something part of me is looking forward to while the other part dreads.

That reminds me, Thai Open next week is cancelled! I am quite sad about that considering we can't go shopping for cheap cheap stuff and bargain our hearts to half the price. :( But on a cooler note, we're going to Malaysia (Seramban) instead where the National athletes from there will be taking part. (Think cool and long bus ride with cool friends. Think of beautiful and good track. Think good competition with malaysians...) Haha I think that's what's motivating me to think this Malaysia trip is going to outbeat Thai Open. I think it's not working. Whatever the case, I just Want to come back faster, stronger and ready to shock everyone.

Till then! :)

I think Kyle XY is very funnily nice. I like Matt Dallas.

Kinder kinder you my Bueno. HAHA

I am eating Kinder Bueno right now. And it's by far the best thing in my room right now. Kinder Bueno reminds me of the Arafura days in 2007. I remember, too, that I got 17 Kinder surprises for my birthday in that trip... And I loved every one surprise Toy I got. I remember getting 3 spongebob toys while my dearest roommates always wanted Spongebob but never got it. I remember getting spongebobs team like Patrick and the other few names I can't remember. But I still remember. I remember going to the "nearby" store to get my next dose of Kinder surprises even though they costed double the price. I remember bribing my roommates to follow me to get the Kinder surprises be'cos they were lazy. So I told them I'll pay for them. And in the end we went.. And I remember, Kinder surprises was our other main meal, besides Lasania.

I miss Arafura. I miss those times. Kinder Bueno reminds me, but like all chocolates do, they stop me from feeling sad! So cheeers :)

"worry - disturb the peace of mind of; afflict with mental agitation or distress; "I cannot sleep--my daughter's health is worrying me"

Hi I am so glad Coaching and Prescription practicals are over. For now, and a few more weeks to go , I am FREEE. Like they say Liberation is here Babehhh. In the few weeks to come, Monday morning class is not a complusory session after finishing my practical... Wednesdays I am free and so are Fridays. Wow. More time to training :)

But right now, I am aching terribly from jumps and one fast 200m :( And I am free!

And Blair and Nate are back .... And Vanessa & Chuck are doing their thing man. I knew this was cominggggg.

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY. Manishaaaa I can smell you from here. Hahahah :D

Frus.

I finally reached my 100 posts. But that's not why I am blogging.

I am very pisst be'cos Megavideo cut me off while I was watch Gossip Girl! And I am pisst be'cos I can't seem to find anything for my coaching on the internet. I don't know if it is be'cos I keep searching under the wrong category, or is it just this plan dumb computer. And I am sad I have to go back to school today. In 2 hours. I am vvvv anxious for oral precription on Tues and coaching assessment on Wed. But... Why am I saying all this here?

mere dil mein yu hi rehena, tum pyar pyar bankeh
Aai ho mere zindagi, mein tum bahar bankeh
Phooloh keh mausum mein milneh aateh hai
Pat chad mein panchi ban kar ud jathey hai
Hasti aakoh ko aaso de jathey hai
Vaada kar ke jeena vapas aateh hai

Up in the sky

Awards Night was fun.. The pictures speak for themselves. I had my doubts about going for the event, but now I'm glad I did. I totally loved the different academies presenting their sports like the trackers hurdling and the triathlons cycling into the auditorium. Sad that I did not get any pictures of it, becos I did not have a camera! It was fun seeing all my friends dress up and look especially nice considering we always see each other in training attires, with hair all over the place and sweat covering our faces and body.... :) It was totally enjoyable especially staying up right to the end with a bunch of "drunkens" haha that weren't actually drunk at all.

Today however, I ran my first disasterous 300m in a vvvvv long time. I was contemplating if coach was actually going to make me run 300m today. U see, if I was AS AWARE as Piriyah and as CONFIRMED as her that I was going to run, I wouldnt have come for training. But, dearest Piriyah and coach did not want me to know. Anyway, I ran my PB. Haha. So much for complaining right.

Anyway, everything aside....... I CANT wait for THAI OPEN! I don't know why.... But I wanna run. Like I wanna run a race right now. Like be on the blocks @ 9.19pm.