Monday, December 29, 2008

Female, Be a Male

Hi Diary,

I was in bus 70 on my way home today from training, and I kinda figured something. The bus driver was a female. (I'm not about to be sexist, but what I saw made me realize....) So, the first thing when we entered the bus, this Malay guy got up the bus and took his wallet out to tap his card... I think he thought he tapped his card, so after placing his wallet at the scanner, he walked off. Little did he know the sound that came after his tap was not successful. This female of a driver shouted at him when I think he was just 5 meters away from him. " Eh eh eh! Come back. Tap your card! " I can bet you a male driver would have just called him back politely, or better still, not given a hoot

On the way... Half way back, while I was still in the bus... The bus was turning to go to Seletar when there was this taxi that was waiting for a passenger. It being a 2 way road, the bus 70 could have cut into the other lane be'cos it was a deserted road with no cars passing by from the other direction. But no... She waited behind the taxi, and started horning till the taxi had no other choice but to move on. I mean, she could have just cut the other lane right?

Females sometimes... Are so bitchy. We're born to be stuck up. Haha. It's funny at times like this when you think about it... About how guys can make friends easily by just smiling at each other & start a conversation with another male just about anywhere! Where as females.... We stare at another lady's husband and think, " I wish I had her legs, or her eyes, or her hair" and just blink off... Be'cos we're all just so snobbish!

Xoxo


Saturday, December 27, 2008

Play a fool

I lost 600 ++ Calories of FATS I hope from 50 mins jogging and 15 mins walking over a period of 2 days. I feell so perfect now. Knowing the fact that I'm not isn't gonna bring meeee downn =) Oh but I forgot to mention I drank one cup of Peach Red tea with lots of pearls, ate 10 to 2 bars of mini Time-outs, Cheese Nachos, drank VERY condensed and sweet Bundung. Haha. What a good way to start celebrating New Years : With a big stomach & against one of my New Year's Resolution that stated : EAT HEALTHILY. LOSE WEIGHT. (Haha)

Christmas is finally over, thank god! I can't wait ( I keep using this 3 words : I can't Wait..... ) for school to start, for the New Year to begin, for Orientation prep.... And something along the lines of beating myself in running.



Cause you're Hot then you're cold
You're Yes then you're No
You're In then you're Out
You're Up then you're Down
You're wrong when it's right
It's Black and it's White
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

Xoxo

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Hating Christmas

Dear YOU,

If your motive was to make me feel like crap a day before X'mas, let me congratulate you, be'cos YOU HAVE. If you think what you are doing is very nice, let me tell you, you are a LOSER at being a BITCH FACE!

I honestly almost forgot X'mas was all about Love and Giving with your Heart, be'cos you came with your blessings and showed me what Hate really is. If X'mas all about that?! Well... Thats what you showered me with. I thank you for all your Hate & all the poison you added together with it but why the Irony when you pass it to me with a smiley face, and the presence of love in it? Who are you fooling? I accepted your gift, but really.. That piece of Shit should have been dumped into the Bin the first time I saw it.

How honestly obvious can you get? What you did... What you made out of it... It's so crystal clear, its like you wrote it on a wall for me to see - you printed it in Black & White to tell me that nothing has ever changed, I don't deserve it.

Sorry, I threw your Gift away.... Be'cos I am more worthy than that piece of Shit. Be'cos you taught me X'mas was not only about Loving and Giving with your Heart... It's also about Hating. And you... I Hate you. I hate your actions. What a sin I have created, on such a Day - By hating you. I Hate you. I detest you.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Can a mountain stop you?

Hi Diary!

I just got home from the P6 Faith Gathering & watching Twilight with the Sister. Honestly, BOTH were sooo awesome! I got to see how so many of my friends grew up, matured, become skinnier, more vulgar, prettier... Oh my the list can go on! We brought back good and bad times, more of the good... Laughed. It was sooo good! We had some buffet @ an unknown restaurant. None of us really took note of the restaurant name be'cos everyone was more interested in each other's lives.. Yeah!

After that I desperately wanted to catch Twilight be'cos people around me have commented so much on it! I wanted to know myself how good it was. BELLA AND EDWARD are actually a good couple. Now I feel Chace Crawford would not have played a better role than that Harry Potter guy ( I dont know his name, haha ) who actually did play Edward. =)

Anyway, I better get going. Before I write something real stupid here. Emotions can't run wild! Oh... And I should get down to planing my New Year's revolution soon....... Byeeee

Xoxo

How do you spell disgusted

Hi Diary!

I am back.... & Disgusted with what I just saw after coming back! Ughh.

Shall blog about my trip tmr or something! Tmr is P6 Faith Gathering too =) *I cant wait!

And... I miss you P ppppp! :( See you soon. Hope you are reading this! And oh yeah, tell me everything that happened okay! Sounds so interesting. Love you. Missed you like hell. 3 days were like 3 months. HAHA. Okay. Love youuuuuu.

Xoxo

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Missing

How can a wonderful, glorious, awesome day be spoilt when a loved one says she misses you?

ABRAHAM says:
U MISS ME RIGHTTTTTTTT

ABRAHAM says:
I KNOW!

piriyah(: says:
*Censored Part* , YES I MISS YOU!

:)

I will be away from 19th - 21st so if you miss me like dearest Piriyah, just keep coming back here... Be'cos I'll be missing you too!

Xoxo,

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Frolick

Hi Diary,

Besides updating this post, I think I've written more than normal reflections of my life than any other normal day that is not a school/ schooling period. Anyway, that's not the point! Dearest Piriyah wants me to update the worrrrlldd about our Frolick outing ( Its not what you think, Its yogurt! ) Our favourite yogurt outing. How nice!


( We did not know how to get everyone into the picture without asking someone to help us take a picture of us, so Wei-Ning the Brilliant got some of her ideas working! )



Sadly, we did not snap any good shots of the delicious yogurt... Apparently because we were "tooooo INTO" the yogurt that was staring back at us, & that kept shouting back at us " Quickly eat me up". Wei-Ning loved it so much, she was so tempted to go back for another round... But did not because she thought it was retarded. So instead, we got pictures of us VERY happy after a good Frolick *Winks* while walking to the bus stop home!

Just for your info, this post was long overdue.. Maybe a day or 2 late, because I was lazy to blog.

Xoxo,
Balzie


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Karma

You... Are so weird. Next time, set your motives right, behave in a way you want people to understand your actions.. But pleaseeeeee don't misled anyone. I'm giving up, be'cos I've tried... Begin to try, but you shut me out. Completely, like you know I don't stand a chance. There's so much to say, so much to tell you, so much to let out, so much to solve... But now I don't see a reason to. Besides, one door closing indicates another door opening. Oh damn, the irony.

Oh ... And did anyone ever tell you Karma is a real bitch. It slaps you on your face so hard, sometimes it leaves a red mark there... Forever. I think Karma hit me. Twice. At least I thank god for giving me wonderful friends....
I've got to admit... I think Chuck Bass/ Ed Westwick is cute. Especially when he does his mouth up like that in Picture one :)

And of course in that scarf :)

Trouble bubble

Hi Diary,

Just came back from the Airport, after sending Val P off .. She's already gone, & it feels too fast. 7 years of knowing each other, and now she's going to Germany to train. I'm having mixed feelings. Everything together. Happy that Val's finally given herself a chance to train full time & go all out to pursue her dreams. Sad that I will be missing all her lively-ness for 8 months! :( Confused, ( Well this is not related to Val leaving, but I just happened to experience this feeling just then ) because I need to do something about a certain friend. Whom was close...

Honestly, I feel... If I don't control my temper, everything is going to run away from me. My friends, my family, my coach... My everything. Just to addd, I add angry into my feelings list. How mixed can I get?

I've got training tomorrow morning. And I overslept this morning. Omg, my life is so depressing. The more things I have to do, the more fun I am presented with, the lesser friends I get. I'm so troubled. I don't know what to say. Goodnight

Signing off..

Sunday, December 14, 2008

A tourist day

























Xoxo,
:)

Life

A man of words and not of deeds
Is like a garden full of weeds,

And when the weeds begin to grow
It's like a garden full of snow,
And when the snow begins to fall
It's like a bird upon the wall,
And when the bird away does fly
It's like an eagle in the sky,
And when the sky begins to roar
It's like a lion at the door,
And when your door begins to crack
It's like a stick across your back,
And when your back begins to smart
It's like a penknife in your heart,
And when your heart begins to bleed
You're dead, and dead, and dead -- indeed.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Growing up


Dear Diary,

Today's site seeing at the Esplanade & Merlion near Cityhall was great! :) For starters, the three of us were tourists visiting Singapore! Sarah, was the girl from Taiwan, Myself from Africa, & Amalina from Thailand. We pretty much gossiped our way as well as camwhored, something quite expected from this trip considering we're tourists.

We saw this pretty Malay bride in a black and red gown & she looked soo gorgeous! I wish I had pictures of her here. (Go to facebook to view them when they are uploaded)

We bitched, we gossiped, we shared secrets, we laughed...

And of course, met some people we wished we had not... Wished we saw a certain few too, but did not. A memory to remember, a friendship to treasure, great friends never come so easy!

xoxo,
Balpreet

Ni Tere Hai Shevereh Darshan

Hi Diary

I got up this morning, thinking about blogging about the Pacific School Games, uploading beautifooooollll pictures on this blog.. But no. The stupid uploading of pictures is taking soo long that even half my laptop battery life is gone! Great. So, as promised to Ama, I shall blog!

Yesterday was Val P's farewell Party at Ann Siang Road, at the Lounge Room. It was awesomeeeeee. Pictures, like I said take forever to upload, will be up on facebook! So go there to view them. :) Videos too. Ha ha.

Anyway, today is Ama & Sarah meeting day. Have been waiting eons for this day! :D

& I realize my blog posts have been getting more & more boring! :(

Till then,
xoxo

Monday, December 8, 2008

Because..... I am Chuck Bass

Hey Diary,

I almost forgot I had a blog here after coming back from Canberra. Had a lot of catching up to do, getting my lazy ass down to Plaza Sing to collect my replaced SIM card, & of cos face book-ing that I had missed out so much on (exaggeration) So... Therefore.

Well, anyway. Canberra was excitingly nice. With a small group of just 6 of us + 1 coach : Pretty Nasstyyy :) I'll wait till more pictures & videos are uploaded so it'll paint a more purrrfect picture. For now... I should go get ample sleep for losing one day of sleep due to partying on the last night of PSG.

Will update soon, hopefully more hopeful & exciting.

Xoxo