A part of me, is a part of you

Heyy ya'lll. I just came back from dinner a while ago, finished and submitted my stupid biomechanics tutorial awhile ago, and am free right now. I miss Sg food alottttttttttt and I can't wait to come back and drink bubble tea, eat my fav spicy ban mian, cheesy sausages, milton's candy sweets, chocolates that my mum always buys, laksa, omg. Everything lah. I miss Sg!!!

Anyway I'll be running my first race on the 5th of Aug, which will be next Wednesday in Berlin. A part of me cannot wait, but there's always this other part. Oh well. ( Pls pray for me )

My stomach and head hurts like mad. :( And I have to complete my sports in society work by today. I am procrastinating :( Help meeeeeeeeee. I miss home and I miss alot of people. I think whinning isnt going to help.

I reached Germany yesterday afternoon abot 2pm because we missed our flight from Munich to Bremen. The 1st flight from Munich to Bremen was delayed by an hour or so, thus we did not have much interval time. Anyway, Bremen is 6 hours behind Singapore time. Am still getting used to the time difference because I slept at 4am Singapore time yesterday night! (was so shag!!) I have my own room here, in a hostel name I have no clue about about, but it is really nice! We do not need air conditions here because the weather is chilly-ly nice and at the same time sunny. It is somewhat like Australia, just that it is not Australia. The stadium and other locations are just 5 to 10 mins drive out from the hostel that we are living in. Yesterday afternoon the German coach that is in-charge of us brought us to the stadium. Because it was raining, we went to the indoor track to watch his athlete train. She is a 24 year old 100m hurdler who represented Germany in the 2008 Beijing Olympics. She was the 12th qualifier there and is aiming to set a personal mark in the Berling World Championships this year by entering the Finals.

After the stadium we went to watch some carnival at the river side. (It looks so much like Clarke Quay.. With the river and the bridge thing. Only missing thing was the clubs haha) Saw close to 60,000 people there cheerig on a competition that was bring held in the river area. We left there then, for some grocery shopping and abit of window shopping at a nearby shopping mall.

The food here is not too bad. Today we had RICE for lunch. Quie surprising considering everything here is bread, red meat, potatoes and salad!

Other than that, nothing much has happened. My competition days are on the 5th, 8th and 16th of August. Though the 5th and 8th August Meets are not confirmed, the German coach has promised to help me find compeitions that will be helpful to me during these days. The 16th of August one is the Berlin World championships where I hope to see Usian Bolt and Lauryn Williams!! (Much excite!!!) The championships will be on tv, so hopefully you will get to see me running.

I cant wait to be back in Sg, as much as here is not as bad as I wished it would be. Dont ask why. I miss you all back in Sg :(

xoxoxoxo

Hi, I think blogger is screwed up, but nevermind. Everyone is in Taiwan now, and I can't help but to say I'm rotting HERE. Like training alone is sooo not my cup of tea, and I'm dreading the hell out of it. Just 2 more days and I will be out of here.

Anyway that aside, why is everyone going on and on about the eclipse? I mean I know it only comes out every 40 years or so... Honestly, I didn't give 2 damn hoots. My ex-roommate took 10 over pictures of the eclipse on her phone, even took a VIDEO while they were broadcasting it on tv, and she never failed to get distracted by it during GYM class... She kept commenting on the cold weather today and because of the eclipse the weather was as such. Yeah, thats how crazy it gets.

Oh well. I better get to writing a check list for Germany. It's gonna suck big time if I forget something real important.

See you world, and all the best for taiwan.. Everyone who is competing! Loves from Singapore.

Ipoh. You are just a few hours away... Omg, I can't believe Im dreading this already.

Have you

Ever felt in a position where you wish you could just quit doing the thing you really love so that you do not have to feel the hate of others on your back?
Ever felt in a position where you are stuck with something because you have no choice even though life has given you every right to choose?
Ever felt in a position where everything just hits you so hard you wish this would just end after a hard day's work?
Ever felt in a position where whatever you say does not make sense, but actually does?

Hi! Today I started my first day of school! Of semester four! With BIO MECHANICS. Yah I know right, PHYSICS. My most detested science topic.... But it was alright. But I'm betting it's because it just started and we haven't got to the root of the problems of maths and what not. Sorry if I am speaking a whole lot of bull. Ha

Anyway, I just got scolded today... Well TOLD off actually by my coach. For wanting to run 200m again and the 4x1 relay with whoever that is going for the Ipoh trip. Really, I feel so confused about running and all... And I dont know if I still want to go to Germany, want to continue running..... It's so annoying. I haven't been performing the WHOLE year. My Season Best is only 12.35s!!!!! How disgusting can this be.

Fuck

Life as one

I just touched down from Vietnam the Dong Dollar country a few hours ago, and I am starting to miss their awesome Beef noodles. I think that was the only food I ate more than twice for the past 4 days. Well, everything well pretty good. The trip was as long as it would have been sweet and good... The company was even better becos it was a whole load of fun bitching, shopping, doing stuff we shouldn't be doing... Checking out hot Korean guys for Sayang, drinking... I mean drinking water. :P

Now one stop over, I should be looking forward to the next one coming up this Thursday. To Ipoh! =) And after that Germany here I comeeeeeeeezz.

School is starting tomorrow. Oh my. How I am rlly going to dread it. But at least now my days and weeks and months to come before 31st October is going to be rocking and full of activities, school, work, projects, races, hard core training.... Ho diam. I just got a chill down my spine thinking about it. Welcome to Life!

Fixing pieces

I just finished watching Khambhakt Ishq. Haha, I don't know, but I rlly enjoyed the movie... Like I feel it was rlly meant for Teenagers like me? Oh well. Funny + super nice be'cos obviously Akshay Kumar acted! He's rllly so awesome he can act in any kind of movie..... Ok you get the drift.

So anyway. I kinda know what I am supposed to be doing now. Sleeping, be'cos tomorrow morning I have to wake up and get myself to Toa Payoh at 945am so that Shalom's v nice mother can pick me up & we can go to the airport together.... But, I am still wide awake. Apparently from all the laughing I did alone while watching Khambhakt Ishq ( I fully encourage everyone to catch that movie be'cos it's worth it ) Ok so I figured guys are actually idiots, until they start loving someone. Hahaha. (K.I thought me... )

You know what? I'm leaving today for Vietnam. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel? Happy? Yes... I mean come on I have been looking forward to running since May. MAY! 2 months of sole training is terrible. At the same time I don't feel like going be'cos I know I have some issues that still need to be fixed. ( Ya ya, look I act like a bebeh but don't know how to solve them )

I guess there is nothing much I can do anymore... With the few hours left I have. I tried my best. I did what will make you happy (Hope it will) The rest? I leave it to god.


I may not be able to tell you this, but I hope you have the sweetest bday. And nothing is ever going to be half as awesome.. It will be as awesome as you wished it would be. With or without me around. Ly.

Random shots

Working like a dog for attachment!

Old school, If only my pimples were more visible in there. Hahaha

Just before morning training. I was shag :(

Dipnarrrr, Piriyah and Me!

Muarz from Qatar

Hassan from Iran... Where is the smile dogz?

Didi

Me: Eh Dipna, so you want a Niece or Nephew?
Dipna: What? LESBIAN OR COMMUNIST?!
Everyone: Burst out in laughter

Seriously, she is so damn weird, even COACH can laugh at her. Oh well.

I am done packing 3/4 of my bag for Vietnam (feel the excitement) and I actually went down to get my eyebrows done but the lady wasnt thereeeeee. I still have one day to sort out my life before I leave here. I want to be happy before I go.

Is this it? Why do I have to keep telling myself I should have known better? Isnt it enough already... Am I really that naive?

Omg, texas poker is soo addictive! =)

Anyway to you: You deserve what's happening :) I hope you finally get it! Or maybe you diddd. Wtver it is, you pisssssssss it, so lick it ;)

On a randomer note, VIETNAM OPEN IN 2 days!! FUN, MUCH. :D SHALOM AND DIPNA you guys better be as excited.

Omg ok. This blogger is being a major Toot. I've been trying for the past don't know how many days to upload pictures, but no, nothing comes out. ARGH.. :(

3 more days! Technically 2 more days and i'm off from this dead country!

I din't know some people could be so bitchy. As in... Bitchy capital right there.

Vietnam Open is just 5 days away and I have NO clue on when we are leaving. Its so annoying becos it screws up my plan on meeting friends and going for attachment.

AYG is over. Thank god. Working like a dog for attachment without even an allowance is not my cup of tea. Wouldnt be anyone's... Anyway it was fun! It reminded me so much of Asian Juniors especially since all the countries that participated were the same... Except of cos the competition standard here wasn't as good as Juniors.

Currently, I can't wait to run! I so need tooooooooo.