Today I officially finished my Practical paper, one of my most horrid practicals! I hate practicals!!!! But anyway, thanks for lovely friends who were always there. Lub lub chu. I feel so much better now, and no use crying over spilt milk right....... ITS OVER. Really. I just have one last paper that I am pretty confident about, hopefully we don't get the alternative paper like poor mark did. *touch wood. And I WILL BE DONE with Diploma life. I dont wish to look back at it anymore. 2 years was enough!

People im going to living life after the 30th of Oct, ask me out. WHOEVER everyoneee I wanna be part of your life like how you gonna be part of mineeeeeee ... Okay chaoz!

You are so beautiful, I wish this was never always a dream. Do dreams come true? Do they? Do they? Can someone assure me. I fear its never gonna be like this ever, you make me stay eyes wide, sleep deprived. Boy you got me. You got me going crazy crazy.

Where are you train boy.. I've been looking fer ya. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday I will find for you.

Sometimes you wish you had everything you ever wanted, you wished you could just pick it, maybe even take it off a shelve. For free. But life's not like that. Because you're never going to treasure it unless you paid for it, with your hard learned money. You see that's life. And it makes you sad sometimes.

I'll break all promises to see you

Yesterday's training was sooo fun and like dipna said to me yesterday : "Today's training made me realize why I love running so much". So trueeee that I'm almost excited I have training today! If only we did the same thing we did yesterday. Apart from the fact that I got a seriously bad rope burn after which coach told me in his russian accent "It will hurt for 2-3 days" Very nicely. I mean I like pain right. And I demanded this pain better get me running 11.9s hahaha! :)

9 days to the end of school wow, and 7 days to my personal training practical. Fast. What say you? I shall go attend to my poor arm

I can't freaking sleep because I have this rope burn on my hand. A rather big one too. It hurts like mad just relaxing it. I need helppppp. Yelp yelp. And I need to sleep :(

The pink panadols are no use. No use at all :( My stomach hurt and my muscles are all cramped up. I feel so sticky and restless. Not to forget rather weird because I want to train :(

Jeena tere liye

And its so frustrating when you can't control some of the things that JUST HAPPEN. Yesterday sucked.

Anyway, I just completed my Report! Ya, every single thing of it. I printed it, put it in a folder and now its lying on my bed.... Waiting to be submitted. This project took me months, Im so GLAD its over. I should be starting on my Edgar's Society essay but I haven't even selected my question.... And I dont feel like starting. It feels like going back to months ago when I first started on my report. I have 15 exact days to the end of AUT life, I have to submit my Essay, do my gym internship, sit for my PT practical and Society Theory paper. And I can enjoy all I want for halloween. Oh sweet halloween. I might be going down tomorrow to see what costume I should pick ;) Will updatezz.

Training and my strawberry red tea are just a few hours and minutes away :) Ah the wonders of life. I thought only bad peopl have no life. I just proved myself wrong :/

My love

I should be doing my Workshop 12 now, but I cant fight this urge... I need a break! Not so much of a Kit-kat, but anyway. You know how sometimes people always find a way to solve why they haven't been doing something so well after like maybe a few hours, a few days or many a few weeks later? I realized that like after months and months of failure, yeah. After trying every race, I kept wondering what's happening manzz, i've been trainin so freaken hard. Harder than the last few years or so I think. But something donned on me just a few days ago, while I was walking home (such a weird time right).... You know what that is?

If my heart is not on fire, it doesnt matter how much I trained. I am still going to stay right here, right where I always was. I lost it, I probably did ever since quite long already. But not fer long. I'm coming back, coming back, coming back ma lurveee

After deliciously spicy Ban mian.....

Me to Dipna and Piriyah: Can I tell you something?
Dipna and Piriyah: Yah....
Me: Burrrrrrrrrluuuurrrrrd (hahahahahhaa)
Dipna and Piriyah: Arghh!!

Walking back to school........
Me to Dipna and Piriyah: Can I tell you something?
Dipna and Piriyah: After a sec or 2... NOOOOOOO!
Me: HAHAHA.

I thought alot of people would have seen this cutey pie's video, apparently not. So here's the link! So adorable

http://www.youtube.com/user/markgarza22?blend=1&ob=4

Really... Some people need to get a GRIP. Being Single's not going to kill.

Anyway, I'm finally going to run Sing Opennn. Finallyyyyyy. (You cant imagine. I'm so happy!) This whole week was work work work workkkk. Monday's my sports prac presentation.. As much as I am not prepared, I can't wait for Monday.. One thing down..

28 days before I graduate and my sister's planning a Halloween party! I'm comtemplating.... Blair from Gossip Girl?

In that case, I need a guy who can pull off as Chuck Bass!

I want sexy sexy one ;) But currently I can't find any good soul who fits into that category. So I guess I'll have to scrape Blair out of my head :( Thats so sad. And then I was thinking maybe Pocahontas, Wonderwoman, Cat woman...... Angel (nehh), sexy pirate, hmmm I don't know. Warrior Princess? Hahaha.

Ok, I better get back to my presentation!