Im not hungry... But im snacking every single minute. I cant stop and now I want to eat Chilli crabz. I feel like it NOW. The masala crabs especially, the one shop in little india. I want it with deliciously soft and crispy Naans. I think my mouth is watering....

On a random-er note, MONDAY IS COMING TO AN END! I wanna watch Kurbaan again!

Dua

Why do Monday mornings make you feel so heavy and lazy to get our of bed.... I know I have 5 days to the start of a weekend... 5 days of work again. I know what Monday Bluez feel like, and it so doesnt rock. It makes me feel sad all over again.

Hope your day is going well everyone... Its December tmr.

B is for Blair, B is for Beauty

I've seen so many people write on their facebook statuses their ultimate LOVE for Jacab Black in the Twilight series.... And its so...... Bleh cos they choose him over Edward just becos he's better looking!!!!!!! :( Im still Team Edward. Forever cos Edward = FTW. They need to read the book to fall in love with Edward ♥ .. I have this sudden urge to read the books again!

I'm at work and this is my 2nd post of the day.. FML.

You and I, together we'll be till the end of time

Note: Do not watch Dan Dana Dan. Dont waste your money.

I am shagged. But I have training at 9am. And work after training. Till 6pm. I am tired. But what can I do.

I am tiredly shagged.
I am damn tired.
Damn tired.
Shagged.
Sleep.
Come.
To.
ME.

My stomach hurts too. I have a feeling its gonna be the time of the month.... Is that why im breaking out!? :( Damn sad.

Tommorrow im going to run a 12............ 41s. Hmm really?

Time to get my ass off this comfy bed and air coned room and head down down down my doom.

Sub Kuch Bula Diya Hai

Today, or rather yesterday had been one helluva long day and.... well Im still up. I feel dead tired, but I still want a massage. I just got one, but I want another one. Work is really occupying me. From 9am to the wee hours..... Past training and peoples bed time. I need massage. Massage need meeeee.

And.... I am so sick of running. So sick of wanting to do well but always end up upseting the ones around me. I wanna be free from thisssss.... I wish my choice was a tiny bit easier.

Tee hee hee

Is it just me? Or is everyone just blabbering in some kind of alien language?!

That aside, I'm glad its over. Its no more a worry (inside joke) and I cant wait for Friday!!!!! :D Oh the joyzz of the weekend to be..... ;)

DIFFERENT LEVEL????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK U. Hard. And I make sure this isnt always just about you. It never is, never will be. Different level?! Im still in shock man.

♥♥♥♥♥

Dan so hot

Why cant life be predictable?

I just ate the whole Yammi Yogurt tub. Yeeah, the TUB. the 14oz one... The pack back one. In a span of 30 mins? Alll by myself. Yammi yogurt is soo good... It makes me happy when the whole day's been so .... Mundane. Work makes me feel too adulty already, and I want to go out with my love onezz. I miss them all. Trainingz.... Well training is just training.

I have to work on Saturday.. And Sunday too. Who wants me :( Who loves me

I am still here, I still feel, breathe the same air as you

Just yesterday I got my Semester 4 results and I did terribly bad for one subject... I made so much of noise and felt like shit, thought god was being unfair to me and everyone was against me.... I guess I always over react, sometimes behave so spoilt and pampered... Never really opened up to see worse things that happen to others in the world, let alone our little red dot.

I was randomly flipping the pages of the Newspaper today for sports updates and came across a Particular picture in the obituries page... Someone I know nothing of, just a familiar face, a cousin to a few I know. What can be worse than God showing you his powers in such a way? Definitely not a C-..... My deepest condolences to the late.

9 colours of love

I just came back from a walk with this Baby here... God, I never knew she could be so active at 10.20pm at night. She was practically jumping the whole way through, she loves strangers too.... Not to forget Dogs of the same breed or for the matter of fact, all of them. She loves lizards and likes to lick on cocro creatures. I like night walks just as much as this cutey pie does, because in Decembers the air feels so good, so cool, so refreshing....

I love this tattoo! Its so pretty and colourful and lively! So beautiful... I want something like that

Shukran Allah

All the freaking spikes I want are too big!!!!! So frustratingg! And why is it impossible to order the Chrono INX?! All the freaking websites are only in Japaneseee.... Isnt there any ENGLISH website or place to order them! Help someone!

I kinda like this Edge Dash Adidas one, but its 6.8oz heavy! :( And its freaking blackkkk.. I wont survive with it in Singapore. There are other colours but this looks the pro-est. Should I?

I like this Lite ning 2 one toooo... Its one size biggggg, should I just get it!?

I wis my blog could communicate with me

I feel like eatting Yammi Yogurt and I want the Pack back tub. The biggest one so that I can eat for hours... Im craving for it. But the nearest one to home is Bishan.... :/ Oh that reminds me, there's bubble tea just downstairs my house.. Hmmm

Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

I'm still not over watching Michael Jackson... I went for training today, and I told my juniors about how awesome Michael did his thing, his rehearsals, the way he practiced his famous crotch dance thing, and the way every song was so unique and they're all like " oh meeeee I wanna watch now! " I wanna watch him again... Every single song he sang yesterday..... I still choose to believe he's alive, he just doesnt want to come out. :( Wished he sang "You are not alone" though..

Work today was a mixture of everything. I entered the Gerneral office 3/4 DEAD at 8.51am, walked to my desk, sat down and thought about what's there to be done today. Waited for YL after while my day just never ended up till 4pm.... I got my damn-bloody-good-massage after eonzzzz. My lower back feel so good that jumps for training were a tad x infinity better!

Tomorrow.... My day starts at 6am.

MICHAEL JACKSON WASNT A ZERO PERFECT CHANCE FOR ME!!!! it was a freaking hundred percent! Omg I cant believe I went. I loved it! He is so good, the company even was better :) I feel so sleepy, but im still recovering from the happy pill dose... I over took!

Firstly, I got my lappie done already. I dont have to use my sister's horrible one that switches off whenever it decides to... Neither do I have to use the one in the Master bed room.. So that's settled... I feel so happy.

Yenyways, the weekends flew by so quickly... I didn't even have time to realized how much fun I had during the past 2 days (the pictures speak for itself) Today I went out with Ama, AFTER centuries. And I got my sweetest overdue birthday present from her. I couldnt stop laughing at the small but memorable times we used to have! I missed being so goody goody looking. I miss my longgggggggg hair... My mum was amazed too, wow. We've all grown up and its no more the times where we're being spoon fed anymore. We're ADULTS, damn it.

Okay besidez that. I WANT TO WATCH MICHAEL JACKSON before it stops showing on tuesday. Tuesday is 2 freaking days away and the chances of me watching it in cinema now is ZERO. Know why? Cos Im working from 9am to 4pm after which I have training till 7pm... So what are the freaking chances? I feel so sad. (I contradict myself so much... Refer to 2 paragraphs up.)

Pyar hum ko bhi hai, pyar tum ko bhi hai
Toh yeh kia silsileh ho gaye?
Bewafaa hum nahi, bewafaa tum nahi,
Toh kyun itne gile ho gaye?

I am not going to sit on my ass as the events that affect me unfold to determine the course of my life. I’m going to take a stand. I’m going to defend it. Right or wrong, I’m going to defend it.

why my dog so irritating one

Halloween this year has been the best one so far. I wasn't looking forward to it because it was alot of my sister's friends who were invited. Maybe it was cos of that I had my hopes low & it turned out to be awesome. It was just fantasically nice. I made new friends, witnessed girls making out, drank, went mad dancing, took countless pictures.... I can't remember now half the things I did, but I pretty much know I had a hulleva time. Now I need a costume for next year. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday with the shafz was fun too. We went to watch London Dreams which was interesting yet it had a stupid ending. They practically had no nice songs, except one I didn't mind but don't really fancy much. After that we walked all the way from Bugis to Orchard recalling alot of funny & WEIRD(Hahaha to that) memories from last year and 2 years back. Went for some cool dessert and headed home.

I was practically shagged by the time I reached home, I was in bed by 11pm. I think the earliest in forever... I'm so glad for the holidayz anyway. I have so much other things besides school work for about a year. I need to repair my lappie and stop using my sister's one. Soon.

when the roof caved in and the truth came out I just didnt know what to do

Exam and AUT free life has been great-o so far! Celebrated with ma Wednesday girls on Fri, had Halloween party on Sat and Meet up with the Shafz yesterday. It's been too good to be true and as much as I know its not gonna be so great everyday, I'm counting on this kinda life for many thingz.
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I'm so lazy to update but I will when I get back from training! CHAOZ