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There are 2 types of people in this world. The first who loves taking advantage of people, and the latter that is always being taken advantage of.

WHY THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK am I always the latter!!!!? I'm going MAD.

Million times over

I happen to have this race in a coupla days, 2 actually, and all that's in my head instead of running is chilli crabs, partying, drinking and enjoying myself . I know... I'v been telling myself too, what a great way of preparing for the race. Lol.. Still not gonna stop me from craving!!!!!

I'm pretty sure you wouldn't be able to resist this too. Mouth is watering, exactly like how Sasha does when she sees us eating infront of her ;) My sister and friends are going for chilli crabs today :( And drinking too. Me? I'll be preparing myself for Sunday. And after thatttt it's all chilli crabs, it's holiday, it's freedom

I've been sneezing a little too much today, and yesterday. As much as I think Im falling sick, I choose to believe someone's missing me. Can someone tell me I'm right? :)

Thing

It's really quite difficult to de-code this meaning, this secret... No this Thing. I dont know what to call it. It's just so confusing, it's hard to think if it's A or B, C or D. It's funny and it's just weird. It's like I'm being given a 1000 piece jig saw puzzle and I'm here alone, to figure it out myself. When I do, everything's gonna fall in place and I'm gonna realize everything happened for a reason,..... right?

Yeah, so why can't we just get to the reason part. This process part is killin' me

Sunday, monday tuesday wednesday

I miss her so much and its not easy to Think Happy Thoughts with her in India probably flirting her ass with all the ladkehs, eating all the fuc-tabulous foods, enjoying the Cool weather cos s'pore is HOT like crazyy. I don't have anyone to rant to about training and be bitchy to. And I wont have a bestie for Jag's bday :( 16 days more feels so long.

Today is Sunday. Why do weekends feel so short?

I watched New Moon last night and oohhh I love to see Bella and Edward so happy together despite the fact that BOTH of them cannot act for peanuts. I think the Vampire Diaries lead roles are wayyyyyy wayyy better. Including looks wise.. But then again, who are we to judge. (I think Jacob Black was a something, though I hate to admit..... He's sucha dick in the book.) Can't wait for Vampire Diaries to release the 11th episode.. It sucks having to know it only comes out next yr. :( For now, maybe Grey's Anatomy?

Last night was nice :) I loved it. :) :) :) :) :)

Cupcakesss

Today I made cupcakes with the Wednesday girlz, just that today is a friday, not wednesday. We were supposed to start baking when we met at 4+ but we ended up going to far east and meeting a friend as well as Mango Lingo!!!!!!! :D And I just found out today that UOB accepts OCBC cards and I can withdraw from there. (That reminds me. I felt so stupid walking 2 levels down yesterday just to draw money when there was a UOB bank just near by..... )

Im so tired now. From pouring ingredients 24 times (hahaha) and scooping boiling water for the cocoa powders.... I need to stop typing. My heels hurt, that makes no sense but I should get to bed. ZzzzzzZzZZ

You are a bitch, you are never gonna change

Remember your first everything

Now I need to CRY. My stomach hurts like MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I've been trying to drink warm water for the past few dayzzzzz so why isnt this cramps going away :( Make me even more shitty.

I hate waking up to an afternoon full of confusions and black eyes becos I did not wipe my eye liners off last night. I feel so stupid and I cant wait for Vampire diaries Episode 7 to quickly download.

I wish I knew all the answers to my queries without having to ask or it be spoken. I wish I just knew everything becos I was like a mind reader or something.

I think I need a tight slap so that I will wake up and not take every damn thing for granted. Yeah, I need a tight slap.

I think i've watched "A Walk To Remember" a gazillion times, but it never fails to soften me every time I watch it again.

My sister is downloading Kurbaaaaannnnnnnnnnn! 27.1% of it is done!!! In like what? 10 mins!!!!!! Woohooo. I foresee myself watching it tonight tonight tonight. Again :) Made ma boring day come aliveeee :) 28.4% now and 28.7% now.

Find your line find your space

I'm not in the mood to blog about my personal life for the past 2 days. They were too traumatizing (Let me just exaggerate abit). I could feel every part of my body go through with the "fuck-your-life-is-hell-and-depressing" Hormone while it spread itself conveniently throughout. I know I don't make sense, but at least I understand myself and what I felt. I need a Me time soon. Like go catch a movie all by myself and wish the whole world was dead just so that I can do everything and anything without a soul to judge me for who I am and what I do. I feel like the most un-perfect person now but I still cant stop loving myself and standing up for my OWN rights. So Fuck off if you're one of them who loves to make me feel even more un-perfect. (I could stab you right now ... thats how much detest I have in me)

You're gone.

As crazy as this may sound... I feel the world's going to end 2012. Slap me. I know..... At the rate we're going, god's just taking every every every damn soul away. Not from me and I just thank god for that, but.... people around me.

Yeah, I should probably get to bed, stop thinking so much and better catch the 2012.... Better be warned first.

:(

You're causing me to feel like this and its nice, but its weird.

Today I came home from school and Sasha was waiting by the door as I opened it. And then she jumped on me, and started running around the living room like a Mad Dog. Literally. I could feel her excitement and my mum told me it was Sasha's way of saying "Welcome Home, im so glad you're back". That reminds me, my mum's back too. :) And I was filled in about her "forgotten" baggage keys for which she went to the lock'smith to open and found out her keys were all along in her back. My mum sometimes...

I hate work. And that fat bitch. >:( I love coming home after a terrible day of work. I miss Manisha.