Lost

Dear Diary,

Is it true that what you think of yourself is not as "true" as what people think of you? I feel so lost. Some say you know yourself better than any one else.. People out there may not know what your full picture paints, but I guess.. You never actually know what you may be portraying may have a different effect on someone else.... They may not be thinking what you are of yourself. Ugh.

Today is not a good day.

[a=1][c=9]JAGU(: [/c][/a] says:
maybe all i want is fer someone to undersatnd what i'm saying u noe..
ABRAHAM says:
I understand u
ABRAHAM says:
And I have been barking like a dog to tell u how to get around it, but do you listen?
ABRAHAM says:
You just keep harping on the fucking PROBLEM ITSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This may explain why...

Why do such things happen. Oh Lord. I'm so sick & tired of this repeating itself.

Signing off

why do the smallest things you do affect me the most