I feel so confused about so many things... It's so difficult to think things through. I dont want anyone to know, I feel so paranoid.

At least some things like ctrl+f5 does help me refresh things (something I just learnt) I need to move on ... Tomorrow... technically today Im going to hopefully finish workshop 3 and 4 so that I will be in time with the class for workshop 5. I need to start on my intership for gym classes and make up lessons, I need to start on my SAA report. I need to get a grip... I think that's what I need.

I also need to do alot of stretching. I forgot to do it today. :S I need to start telling myself training is not something I can choose to not go for.. I mean technically its a choice, but it shouldn't apply to me. I need to be diciplined I need to focus I need to do things right i really need to. But why can't I? Shouldnt everything be better now? Shouldnt it be? Then why isn't it?

Why can't this stupid blogger allow me to upload pictures? :S So annoying. Oh, I need to start sleeping early. I need to be back in hostel and I need to start feeling the pressure of the last semester. I need to go to NTU I need to do omg, S.O M.A.N.Y T.H.I.N.G.S.

Right, bye