IM SO FUCKING MAD because nothing.... I REALLY MEAN nothing is going the way I want it to. I missed 4 freaking buses today, every SINGLE time I walk to the bus stop, my bus leaves. Maybe I'm getting a god damn hint that says I MISS EVERYTHING GOOD that comes.... And it just fucking leaves. Yeah, fuck. It just leaves.... Who am I keeding? Every fucking thing leaves, deosnt it?

I wish I can just have a good enough day.... FOR once. I've had enough of 2nd bests. For fuck's sake.