Joys and Strains

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You know why I hated you all this while? Be'cos you never rlly cared. All you wanted was Fame for MY work. FAME for your GOD DAMN FUCK self. You wanted FAME for other people's HARD EARNED WORK. But you know what? You will NEVER get it. I will NEVER shine the light at you for MY hard work. Be'cos I worked HARD for it. For MYSELF. I don't need External monetary Motivation you give me to go the extra mile in my running career. Don't you DARE tell me I am weak in anyway. Be'cos I am stronger than you think I am. I rejoice for my step by step achievements, I don't criticise like you. I will do it for myself. Then we'll see who's just not good enough. I was right all along. You really are an IDIOT. With a capital I. I HATE you so damn much. I despice you!
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These past few days have been really so tough. Training and then internship. I'm practically Dying at internship be'cos training recovery and rest time will start kicking in when I realize I have to pick up equipments and place them elsewhere for the Asian Youth Games that is coming up next week. So much needs to be done, so much... Even the simple co-ordinating of Number tags and pinning them together with safety pins can be so tiring! Thank god for the air-coned room that was given to us today which will be used for International Judges on the AYG days. Damnnnn, they're treated like Queens and Kings.

I just woke up from a 2 hr nap, waiting for a delicious-ly made sphagetti dinner made by the Momster after which I will be off to bed again. My nights have been so much longer, in a way I feel good going offline before 11pm!

Tomorrow the Momster is going to Australia to see our new house there. It will also be her Birthday! I can't wait.