Wondering

Training without a coach and teammates sucks terribly.. Besides the fact that I had to do GYM all by myself. I am aching EVERY single where in my body. Every muscle fiber is switching and contracted becos of the weak muscles that haven't been strengthened yet up till today. (Sorry if I dont make sense, half my brain isn't functioning too) I thank god it's almost probably the end of the week soon and I have recovery massage and Hot/Cold bath later that is (HAS TO) make me feel a whole lot better. I knew tough training was going to be like that. I knew it. :S My hands are shaking.

Whatever comes, comes. If it's to be, then it's up to me! It really is.......